My Life: Day by Day

April 29, 2013

Dear Diary,

Good god, I'm terrible with writing in this. Angel is scolding me right now XD Guilty conscience! For ten seconds I thought I spelled that wrong......is it weird that I'm thinking of 'Finding Nemo' now?

Martin: Tell me Dory, do you see anything?

Dory: Yeah, I see a light

Martin: A light?

Dory: Yeah...hey conscience, am I dead?

XD XD XD XD  gotta love Disney. AND I CAN'T WAIT FOR FINDING DORY IN 2015!!! :D

So let's see, how is my life going? Eh, it's had it's ups and downs. I've been really happy being on Wattpad all the time. I love talking to one of my Wattpad friends....at least, I consider her a friend. I hope she does too :-/ Let's call her.....Beautiful. Because she is <3 Anyway, Beautiful has become my favorite author on Wattpad. I love ALL of her stories, which is rare. All her stories are around Larry Stylinson, which is good because I mainly only read 1D Bromance stories. But it's weird that I like ALL of her stories. I absolutely adore them! They're my favorite stories on Wattpad!

I absolutely love her too! She's the sweetest person ever, in her own real way. She can be blunt, and she's very honest if you ask her a question. But that's one of the things I like about her. I help her with her stories, and we just talk about life and stuff. It's really fun <3 But lately, I feel like she's getting annoyed with me. I don't know why, maybe it's my mind playing tricks on me. But whatever, Beautiful if you're reading this (which I know you never will XD) I hope I can consider you my friend! Actually, maybe I'll just ask you this weekend XD

But of course, my life is never perfect as you can already tell. I went to a "family" party yesterday. It was more like an Asian party if anything. They're not family, but we're all so close we pretty much consider her family. Anyway, it was really fun playing with my friends. Tweety was there, along with my other friend....Baller, let's call her because she plays basketball (I know, I'm so inventive with these names). It was fun just hanging with them, especially Tweety. We kept getting into tickle fights. Oh, and other friends! was there too! I have bad memory XD Let's call them C and Izzy, they're both girls.

There's a whole backstory with C and Izzy XD Along with another one of our girlfriends, lets call her Pie. I don't know why. Wait, I totally just rhymed! I'm a poet and I didn't even know it! XD Anyway, C, Izzy, Pie, and I were childhood friends. Like, from birth. Literally, because our moms used to be friends. So we've been friends for forever. We used to do everything together. It was really good times.

But a few years ago, we started to grow apart, me more than the others. For one, I was one of the youngest. C and Izzy were a year younger than Pie and I, so we kindof paired off a lot. Furthermore, C, Izzy, and Pie all lived in the same area, while I lived in another city a fair distance away, so we couldn't see each other as much. I got really awkward with them, because they would be talking about people I didn't know, and I would be left out.

It got worse when Pie left the group. I don't know exactly what happened, but apparently her parents did something to upset our parents, so they didn't come with us to parties anymore. I was really sad because Pie was the one I was closest to because she was my age. But now I became a really big outsider. My best friends...they weren't really my best friends anymore.

It got better now, because Izzy really distanced herself from us. She preferred being with her friends than with us, so C and I got really close. Still, it never really is the same because we had really different interests. The only thing we could really bond over was singing. And I suck at singing, so yeah. Never the same.........

Anyway, back to the party! I was teaching Tweety to play piano, when one of our friend's mom's came over. Let's call this friend G. G is like, over 20. She's in college and is really mature and stuff. But that doesn't matter. Anyway, G's mom came over and started telling me how big I was. Like, for no reason whatsoever. It got really awkward, and I just tried to ignore it. But then she asked me what my weight was. I don't really weigh myself that often, so I gave a rough estimate from when I last weighed myself, which was like a week ago? It was around 130. Then she asked G what she weighed and she said 120. Then G's mom started telling me about how I needed to go on a diet, and stop eating and stuff. I was really hurt, and Tweety and G kept giving me awkward looks. But I tried to ignore it and kept playing with Tweety. Still, it really hurt. Honestly, I should be used to it by now. People do it all the time. At least it doesn't hurt as much as it used to.

Of course, G's mom had to go be a hypocrite, because later when everybody was making dinner she tried to get me to eat.....which makes no sense whatsoever. Whatever, screw her.

My favorite day was Sunday :) I went to a charity event, for Vietnam Health Clinic. They raise money around the springtime every year so they can go to Vietnam to give poor people checkups and stuff like that. I want to have a job in the medical field one day, so I was really into the event. I want to be 18 so I can go involve myself in the trip and the event. I love it so much, especially the event. There's fashion shows, good food, dragon dances, Chinese Yo-yo. This year, there was a singing group called JRod. apparently they're Vietnamese twins that are famous on Youtube? I've never heard of them XD

Today was really really.....weird. I felt like I was getting sick the whole day, because my skin felt really hot but I kept getting chills. Also I kept falling asleep in class...until I snuck my phone out to read Wattpad XD Then I stayed up all class period. I wonder which my teachers preferred....probably none XD

Which reminds me...I really have got to do homework XD I'll try to update tomorrow! I'm sure Angel will remind me :P See you later, I guess. I still think this is weird to write in..............

Tired,

L