My Life: Day by Day

May 9, 2013

Dear Diary,

At lunch, Babe, Magikarp, and I were talking about different disorders people can have, one of them being schizophrenia. Babe being the smarticus she is, told me that S [aka schizophrenia cuz I'm too lazy to type it out all the time] entails someone who sees things that aren't there, and hears voices in their head. They tend to do one action repeatedly for hours. And it is usually an adult disorder, though there have been cases of child Sniacs. Now Angel is convinced that I have S :-/ Does that even work? Can Sniacs realize they have S? The way that Babe talked about it, she said it like they were crazy and off their rockers. They hurt people because the voices in the head tell them to, or something like that. I don't hurt people, and Debbie and Henry don't tell me to hurt people. They just tell mean things to me. Plus, I'm not crazy! I'm definitly not crazy :P I am a normal human girl with feelings!

I haven't wrote in this in so long...not that I really care. Angel just keeps bugging me about it. I technically have to do something similair to this for homework, but I have too much going on! I literally have 6 projects to do! In one night! I can't believe I volunteered to do all this work. I'm going to have to pull a late-nighter, if not an all-nighter. Science, La.........ok that's all the subjects I have XD But I have 4 projects in LA! Not to mention my math homework, and my social studies :-/ FML.

I can't even listen to my music, because my mom is making ice cream for my dad. Which I can't even eat! How is this fair?! Stupid mom for putting me on a stupid diet. I hate it :-/ And I've been wanting to go for a run for a while, but it's already late and I have TOO MUCH HOMEWORK!!!! GRAWR!!!!!

I wish there was no homework, no tests, nothing. Apparently in the East somewhere, there is a school that does just that. No homework, no tests, no grades, nothing at all! That would be amazing! But then again, to learn you kind of have to take responsibility and push yourself to learn. I'm so lazy, I don't think I could do that XD 

I started writing the sequel for my fanfic! I only got like part of the first chapter done XD But it's something! I can't wait until I can post all the chapters for Stand Up! I absolutely love the book <3 And I'm glad that other people do too.

I've also been writing some other fanfictions. One of them is with my Wattpad friend Pri, and it's a Lilo story! <3 But she's really busy, and we haven't been able to write much. Plus, apparently her English is really bad so she doesn't want to write the story. I think she writes fine, so I have no idea what she is talking about. I've been tempted to just take the story for myself, and dedicate it to Pri. But I really really really really want this to be our story! Pri is my best friend on Wattpad <3 We don't talk much anymore because we've been so busy, but she was my first friend here on Wattpad and she's an absolute doll <3 I love her, no homo! <3

I also have my own fanfic, and it's another One Direction fanfic. But no bromance! oO What?! Yup, no bromance! Well....maybe. I wasn't planning on making it a bromance novel, but maybe I'll throw it in. I'm actually thinking about throwing in some bromance stuff in Stand Up. Do you think my readers will like it? I don't know. Knowing them though, they probably will XD

I feel like a hypocrite, because I really only like reading One Direction Bromance fanfiction. Very few fanfictions I like if it's centered around another boyxgirl romance. I don't know why, I just don't like them. So funny how my fanfic is one XD Well, not really. It's not really a romance story...oh well whatever, I'm too lazy to explain. But this new story, it's not a romance! It's just about them, which I like :) A bit different then what is usually on here. At least, I hope this isn't a bromance......What's wrong with being different? Nothing!

WHO SAYS, WHO SAYS YOU'RE NOT PERFECT! WHO SAYS YOU'RE NOT WORTH IT! WHO SAYS YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE WHOSE HURTING?!

Sorry, it came on the radio. COULDN'T RESIST!

Thrift shop is really really really overplayed. I don't even like the song that much...but it's catchy XD I can't stop singing it!

The ice cream maker is making too much noise. It's annoying the cheeseballs out of me.

I feel randomly fat :-/ Does this ever happen to you? Wait, you're a diary. You can't get fat :P Lucky you.

My fingers hurt now from typing so much! :'( WHAT IS LIFE?!?!  Wait, I don't even say that. I see a lot of other people say it though. Why do they? I really don't get it. I mean, I get it if someone is like, "I hate my life!" or something. But , "what is life!"? What does that mean?! I don't get it, maybe I'm just stupid :P

Ok, this is annoying me XD I'm going to go. Let's see when I'll next update :P See ya later!

PEACE!