My Life: Day by Day

May 18, 2013

Dear Diary,

I'm screwed. My parents are so going to yell at me today. I'm in one of my I-don't-know-how-it-starts depressive moods, and my parents friends/family (I don't know which.....maybe both?) are coming over. Actually, I just met them. And you have no idea how hard it was to greet them with a smile on my face. I didn't want to smile, at all. I feel sad, like I don't want to do anything, and my chest is tight and I just want to disspear for a couple hours.

I actually feel like doing homework, just to distract me. Because there is nothing else to do. Youtube won't work because apparently I need Adobe Flash Player, which is bullshit because I already have it and Youtube worked this morning (stopped like 20 minutes ago). Nobody is talking to me on Twitter, Facebook, or Wattpad. Nobody is tweeting anything. I already updated Stand Up, but nobody is reading it. My 1000 piece puzzle I can't finish because my desk is too small and there's nowhere else to do it. I'm so bored. And sad.

And now I just noticed the most stupidest trend on Twitter: #thingsmorepopularthanthewanted. Really? Like, really? I'm a Wanted fan, but I'm not being biased right now. That is really childish and stupid. How do you think The Wanted would feel? I mean, of course there are going to be things more popular than The Wanted, but you don't have to go and point them out! Plus, most of them are just haters and stupid. They say stuff like "this goat I saw yesterday" or "This drawing of Liam". Honestly, most of the haters are fans of One Direction. And you guys all know how in love I am with One Direction, and I still say this is bullshit. Why can't we all just get along? I mean, granted One Direction and The Wanted don't really like eachother (at least media wise) but there's no reason to go on hating each other! That's just really really stupid. I feel ashamed for even being human right now, because that is despicable. Whoever started that trend can go fuck themselves. And I don't care if it sounds mean right now I'm not in a happy mood.

And now I just learned that apparently EVERYBODY KNOWS THE DOCTOR'S NAME?!?!? WHAT?!?!?! I NEED TO CATCH UP ON MY DOCTOR WHO!!!! LIKE NOW!!!!!!!! I NEED TO KNOW HIS NAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but i can't watch netflix right now :'( my parents won't let me :'( GRAWR!!!!!

*sigh* I'm not happy right now, obviously. I have nothing to do, other than write in this stupid diary. i want youtube.....................

i'll probably start writing more stories......i'm actually going to be posting some more One Direction fanfics soon :) that will be fun, and they're bromance stories so hopefully somebody will read them.

yeah........i really have nothing to talk about

Nathan Sykes from The Wanted tweets a lot XD But apparently he's not singing for a while because he went through some vocal cord surgery or something? So he has nothing to do. Sad :'(

i'm twitching now........this is really weird.

does anybody know who Eurovision is? Because apparently there's a concert or something and all the British people on twitter are freaking out or something. I have no idea....everybody is really vague. and i'm too lazy to look it up.

ok, i'm done. this is really stupid. i'll talk to you later, maybe.

-L