My Life: Day by Day

May 15, 2013

Dear Diary,

Again, I never get around to writing in this.....that's because I'm a lazy MOFO XD

I've been so weird lately, and I don't know why. I've been not as sleepy as usual, which for anybody else would be a good thing. But I've been staying up later and later, and I've been getting less sleepy. That's not normal, is it. Oh well, good for me I guess. I get to stay up later on Wattpad and read stories!

But then also I feel like randomly crying, even in the middle of class. And then it goes away like 10 seconds later. Like I said, weird...........

And then of course, my brain got all wonky on me. For one, I'm actually trying to eat healthy. SAY WHAT?!? Yeah, I know. Angel was literally speechless for like a minute, and once she starts talking she never shuts up so it was a surprise. I watched a video in health class called "Forks over Knives", and it somehow changed my whole perspective on my diet. Apparently, any food that is animal based, like diary, meat, etc., is bad for your body, and people should be eating a whole foods-plant based diet. That's a small summary of it, anyway. But now, all I want to eat is vegetables and literally do away with meat. Which is crazy, because I love meat. Course, Debbie keeps saying that I'll f*ck up eventually, but at least I'm making an effort. Maybe I'll be healthier, and prettier :)

This was the most surprising suprise: I'm not listening to One Direction every day. XD XD Ok, that's not the most outrageous thing you'd ever hear, but to a Directioner like me it is. I love One Direction's music because every time I listen to it, I always feel happier and I don't know why. I don't relate to most of their songs, i mean they just pretty much sing the same lyrics like all other bands. But for some reason it's different, they're just special I guess <3 anyway, i usually listen to One Direction for most of the day,but lately i haven't listened to any. I only listened to one 1D song today, and that was only to write down the lyrics for my fanfiction. I've been getting more interested in other bands....

aka, The Wanted and Little Mix. What is with me and British bands? I'm not saying they aren't good, they're amazing artists and I -

hahaha sorry had to break the paragraph. my brother's MP3 started playing One Direction's "Rock Me", which one is ironic cuz I just wrote about how I haven't listened to One Direction, and two because my brother hates One Direction so HA! I CAUGHT HIM IN THE ACT!!!! HE'S A CLOSETED DIRECTIONER!!!!!! MWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!! Now I just need to introduce him to other amazayn music...

anyway, I love their songs.....ok, not really XD I love all of 1D's songs, but I only like a few of thier songs. I like The Wanted more as a person, in actuality. No, I haven't met The Wanted (although I would love to because they seem nice and freaking hilarious), but I watch their Wanted Wednesday videos and other clips like that, and they always make me laugh, especially Tom and Max, my favorites of the band <3 I SHIP TOMAX!!!!!!! <3 they're always hugging and kissing and stuff.

but no, i really like some of their music <3 Especially "All Time Low" and "Heart Vacancy" and "Warzone". but i dont' really like "Glad You Came" or "Chasing the Sun", which is ironic because those are their most popular songs XD but have you seen the lyrics? they literally sing like one verse and the chorus just a million times in those songs! but the first 3 songs i mentioned are amazing <3 The Wanted are like the bad-boys of One Direction...i wonder who would be who?

Well, the first is obvious. Nathan is like Harry XD I mean, have you seen the similarities? They're both kind of lead singers of the band, they're both the youngest of their band, they're both 19, they're both British (duh), and their last names. Sykes and Styles. come on! there's a couple more, but I can't remember them right now XD then, i guess in looks Siva is like Zayn, but personality wise i feel like Zayn is more like Nathan...i dont' know why. anywhoovain, Tom seems most like Louis, and Jay seems like Niall :) That means Liam is most like Max, but for some reason I dont' see that........i guess this doesn't exaclty fit XD oh well.

i talked about them too much, XD but i dont' really have anything to say about Little Mix. i mean, everythign i say is alreayd known to everyone! They're absolutely gorgeous, especially Leigh-Anne in my opinion, and with no doubt they are amazing artists. I mean, they're hte first group in the history of the British X-Factor to win! not even One Direction did that! (I wish they did though :-/) I started loving them when I heard "Dna", and then i got addicted to "Wings". but now i keep listening to "Change Your Life" (i'm actually listening to it right now XD) the lyrics are so movigin!

god, i should talk about my own life more :P BUT WHO CARES DIARY!!? CUZ I CAN DO WHATEVER I WANT ON HERE!!! MWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!

my life has actually been going great :) i've been seeing my best friends Magikarp and Babe a lot more, mostly becuase we had a project to do XD we had to make a video of a scene of the book "Animal Farm", and it was freaking hilarious! you know it's hilarious if it has "Chariots of Fire" playing :P and then they're probably coming over again soon, because gues what?

I'M HAVING MY SWEET SIXTEEN ON MY BIRTHDAY IN ABOUT A WEEK!!!!!!! yup, you read right. i'm turning sixteen! i'm technically not supposed to let my birthday on the internet, but nobody reads this for one XD and two who cares? NOT ME!!....unless you're some 40 year old man whose stalking me. that would be creepy! what is it like to have a stalker? wouldn't that be just creepy?...and sort of flattering? i mean, they chose you to stalk, out of 7 billion people in the world! ....i'm getting off track. I'm so weird.

anywhovain, omgeezles!!!!! *sigh* i'm so old.....not really XD it's going to be a small party, just us three <3 sleepover time! we're going to watch random movies and make homemade pizzas and cookies! yummy!!!!!

*sigh* i cant' wait to be 16 :) and not, not becasue I can drive :P my parents won't let me drive until I'm 18. I mean, WHO DOES THAT!??! MY ASIAN PARENTS!!!!! GRAWR!!!!!!!! but no, I'm excited because since I'm 16 by this summer, I get to volunteer at the UW Medical Center! it's my dream to become a doctor and work in the medical field, so this is like almost a dream come true <3 But there was so much paper work and fuss and stuff! I had to fill out like 10 forms, and get a teacher recommendation, and i have to go to an interview in 2 weeks! WHY!?!?! MAKES NO SENSE!!!! IT'S JUST VOLUNTEERING!!!!! but apparently (according to mom [according to you, i'm stupid, i'm useless, i can't do anything right...i'm getting off track]) it's becasue I'll actually be working with patients! like, i'll be pushing around people on wheelchairs and stuff! i thought i was just going to be sorting files and stuff! now i'm all paranoid that people won't like me, or that i'm going to hurt someone. but then again, nobody likes me XD and i'm usually really careful around other people, so I'm sure i won't do too much of a fuss. my mom thinks that I should be nervous for the interview, but I'm not really. like i said, i'm paranoid about the actual volunteering XD but interviewing seems easy :) just me kind of neutral. not too happy and bubbly, but not all depressing and mopy. just nice :) and put forward your good points, make a good first impression, and stuffies :)

i really should be getting my work done now.....I'M BEING RESPONSIBLE FOR ONCE!!!!!! MWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!! anyway, i'll see when I talk to you again Diary! i'm going to stop saying tomorrow, because we all know that's not true :P i'll see you later

-Levanthia