My Life: Day by Day

April 20, 2013

Dear Diary,

Hey, how you doing? Probably well, I guess for an internet story XD I'm really weird. Is it weird that I feel guitly now? Because I was going to write to you yesterday....and then I forgot. Yup, I'm a terrible person. But don't blame me! It was Friday! I needed some fun :) I literally just read fan-fic the whole time. It was amazing.

I've never been a big outside person. The definition of a good day for me is drinking a cup of coffee while being cuddled under my blanket and just going on Wattpad. Wattpad has been one of my most favorite discoveries of my life. I really don't know how I surivived without it. Wattpad is like my drug...and now I sound like I'm quoting Twilight.

Which makes me want to rant. Twilight is a good series! I don't like the movies, but the books are amazing! It's a really good plot, and all the characters, and everything! Everybody always hates on it because the vampires are gay or whatever, and they sparkle, and Bella does nothing interesting except fall in love and stuff. Which is the point! Twilight isn't supposed to be a huge action movie like Harry Potter or Hunger Games! Twilight is a romance novel!  A ROMANCE! THEY DON'T FIGHT! THEY FALL IN LOVE THAT'S THE WHOLE POINT! GRAWR!!!

Anyway, let's see. What's going on with my life? Well, yesterday was Friday, obviously. I had a Biology test yesterday, which I totally aced! 100% baby! Yeah! And I didn't even study! I literally looked at my notes 5 minutes before the test started....but mostly spent those 5 minutes talking to one of my guy friends XD So yeah! I think I did good :)

Other than that, I mostly just fell asleep in class. Which to be honest, was really easy. For some reason, all the teachers put me in the back of the classroom. So all I do is shove my earbuds in and put my hoodie up, and I'm out like a light :) Don't you just love being in the back? It's really fun. For most of you, I bet you would adore being in the back. But in my pompous, rich kid society, all the kids in my classes are goody-two-shoes. They actually want to be in the front, because they actually want to see the board! Are you serious? I don't even wear contacts cuz I don't care! My table in my LA/SS class literally has only 2 people out of 4, because 2 of the supposed table mates moved up front. I really don't get my classmates. *shakes head in dissapointment*

I also had a math test yesterday! That was....interesting. Because I didn't do math homework the whole week, so I didn't really understand the material XD I usually do my homework, but this week I really didn't want to do anything. Maybe it was just coming back from break, or I was just brainwashed. Whatever the reason, all I did this week was go on Wattpad. Yup. Luckily, I'm a good student (Straight A's!) so I think I can afford a bad week.

I'm going to my friend's house in a bit :) Her name is Tweety, and she's one of my.....best friends? I dont know. I call her one of my best friends, but not really because she's a couple years younger than me, and she and I lead totally different lives. My life has been spent being the nerdy loner who has no friends. She's the popular girl who everybody loves and has an awesome life. We always love to hang wiht each other, and we tell each other everything, but I don't really feel right calling her my best friend. Have you ever been in this situation before? No, probably not.

I feel really weird right now. I think I'm in one of my depressive moods. Like, there's nothing that is making me sad. In fact, I actually feel really happy right now. I'm on Wattpad, just talking to friends, and I don't to be anywhere else. But my chest is tight and I feel like I need to cry. But I don't want to cry! Urgh, I'm so confusing. I swear, my body is messing with me.

I honestly believe that our body has little people inside of each part and just controls everything. Like there's a little person controlling my brain and stuff and they all communicate with each other and just mess with me for fun. Like, the stomach is just like "I'm bored, so let's get hungry!" And then it makes me eat my heart out and then is like "Ok, now time for a stomachache! Let's see you squirm." And then I'm just on my bed rolling out moaning like a dying whale.

Now I want to watch Finding Nemo.

I can't wait for the second movie to come out! Finding Dorey! Apparently, its about how Dorey finds her family and "learns the true meaning of family"....which sounds cheesy as hell. Luckily I love cheese ;) But really, I bet it will be a good movie :)

Unlike PSY's new song, Gentlemen. WORST....SONG....EVER!!!!! OMGOD!!! I mean, I didn't even really like Gangnam Style, but this was just terrible! TERRIBLE! IT WAS TERRIBLE! GRAWR! DIARY, NEVER WATCH IT!! NEVER!!! TERRIBLE!

I should go, my mom is giving me hell about not doing the dishes. I really wish she would stop criticizing me..........

But that's another story for another time.

Goodbye Diary, I'll see you soon, hopefully nothing bad will happen. But the depressing parts are the most interesting, yeah?

See ya,

L <3