Broken Hearts (Completed)

Prologue II - Her Side

(Chloe's thoughts)

For the first time I fell in love pero pinsan ko naman ang gusto nya. *Sigh* Hayyy!

I thought he was decent enough to try to love me dahil my cousin's attention naman has been geared towards the two guys she's been juggling, or loving, kaya ipinilit ko ang sarili ko. Naipilit naman, naging kami, pero I knew it was bound to fail, for nothingness.

When he went back to France, it's as if I didn't exist anymore. He had forgotten about me. He stopped communicating with me. I wasn't worth a single message, kahit ano.

That hurt. Love wasn't there and even respect was non-existing. Letse sya.

I couldn't stay miserable for a low-life like him. Good riddance!

But I couldn't go back to just sleeping around. Matanda na 'ko, I need to mature. I need to be an adult. Kailangang seryosohin na 'ko ng mga lalaki. My bed surfing days are over. Fun, but over.

And especially not now that I have felt how to truly love and somehow be treated differently. Sure he wasn't my first boyfriend and there had been numerous boys in the past but at least he was dedicated to me. Well, at least he was supposed to, 'cause I knew he was just waiting for my cousin if ever she realizes nothing would happen with her two loves. Pero naging boyfriend ko sya. Naging kami. Naglaho nga lang syang parang bula.

Time for a new guy! Time for the perfect guy! I wouldn't settle for less this time. I am now going to find my forever. I will make anything work. I won't give up. I will really give my very all. Magsasakripisyo ako, whatever it takes! I will make myself lovable. If need be, I will change. Gusto ko nang magmahal ulit at mahalin. That's not too much to ask, right?

We're off to Boracay tomorrow! It's really a new beginning for me. I'd find him there I'm sure.