Take the monsters away | Phan (Completed)

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A/N: Remember when I said i'm a huge procrastinator well.....I've been trying to write this chapter for three days *sigh* well I hope you like it anyway 

~Phil's POV~ 

    School. Self explanatory. Another day getting noting but pain, but has to hide it like the little small scroungy bitch I am. Like the staff will do anything about it, hell they don't care if you get brutal beaten just as long as you show up to class on time. It's only going to be a matter of days before Dan ditches me for someone better. I feel the hot tears start to swell up, yet why am I crying? It's not likes it's new or anything.     

Hey Phil? 

Yeah? 

At my last school someone told the entire school that I was gay, but I was wondering how does everyone know you were gay? I froze in the middle of the pavement, why would he care? Well everyone else knows so I might as well tell him, it's wouldn't effect anything. 

Someone went over the loud speakers, and told the message, he was the only one who knew because I thought I could trust him, we were even quote on quote together, he was one of the populars and I guess liked to see me suffer. 

I once again felt Dan's hand intertwine with mine, as he slightly swayed them back and forth. 

It's sad to think that someone sexuality can destroy them, I know it has for me, yet I wouldn't change that fact, but I would change all the bruises and depression, and I know that you would take that chance in a instant, I can't believe people can destroy you like you're some toy... Now the tears that were threatening to spill, had just leaked from the fountain called my mixed eyes. I tightened my grip on his hand as I started to sob silently. Dan pulled me into a loving hug, I know that because he started crying on my sholder, and started running his fingers through my hair.  I got to admit I did make me feel like someone cared. I started hugging back and dug my head in the croak of his neck. I felt my legs start to go out, so with Dan still linked in my arms I fell to my knees and started breathing quite heavily, clinging to Dan, and holding him in my arms tight. I have only had one panic wave like this, it was when my Dad declared that he was leaving us, this meant I was having a horrible breakdown that might resolve in losing myself to my thoughts. 

D-Dan that was all I could choke out before I passed out 

~***~ 

     I woke up shaking, seeing that I was in a familiar room, my bedroom. I sat on my bed paralyzed, before hearing a soft yet husky voice coming from behind me. 

Oh thank the lord your awake I was starting to worry at this point I didn't even realize the weak arm wrapped around my torso and pushing me against their chest. Realizing it was Dan, I turned around and whispered 

How long was I out 

3 hours 3 hours what the actual fuck!? 

R-really 

Yeah, you passed out so I rushed you home and then you woke up 3. hours. later 

Wow that's crazy well thank you for helping me, I've only had this bad of a panic wave once, but I didn't pass out. Then it hit me, wait what about school? 

I called them, I just told them we both got sick and they let us off, don't worry about it 

Alright 

So what do you want to do? 

Do you want to watch netflix, and I could order a pizza  ((again netflix and chill images, geez my mind sometimes XD)) 

Yeah sure, Doctor who? 

Most definitely 

I smiled and pulled him into another hug before getting up, and walking to the kitchen. I dug through the drawer and finally found the takeout menu. I decided to go basic and just order a large cheese pizza. The girl over the line told me it would be delivered in half an hour so I walk into the lounge to see Dan flipping through showes on netflix. Once he noticed I was in the room, he started laughing slightly while saying Yeah, sorry I wasn't in the mood to watch doctor who, if you want to watch it that's fine 

No it's fine, have you chose anything yet? I asked walking over and snuggling into Dan. 

Yeah, we can either watch American Psycho or Seashore ((Two completely different movies I know)) 

Seashore is fine I really don't know why I picked seashore, but I've never actually heard of it. Knowing I've heard of American Psycho plenty of times, and when I say plenty I mean plenty of times. 

Alright, oh and when is the pizza coming 

half an hour 

I felt Dan's arms snake around my waist as he pressed play. 

~time skip because im a lazy beotch~ 

   We finished our pizza and was close to the end of the movie. I kind of knew what was going to happen but being the idiot I am I keep watching. Then the thing I was dreading on seeing happened, the stupid kiss scene. I grabbed the remote and turned the tv off, rather quickly. 

Oh come on it was almost over! 

Let's just watch another movie 

Fiiinnneee 

~Dan's POV (short)~ 

   I wonder what is wrong with Phil?