Hey guys! So I decided to put up this chapter to talk about a huge and very sensitive topic. Yes I'm transgender. God you guys don't know how long I've been wanting to say those words. , I've come out as pan sexual and for me it's so simple to tell people now, but when it comes to telling people I'm transgender its a lot more difficult. It's a little difficult going up to someone and tell them
"Oh I'm a guy and my name is Jay, not Jade" (my real name has been revealed *gasp*)
It funny when people say it's 'just a phase' like bitch no it's not. If it's a phase then why have I thought 'but I'm a guy but I'm trapped in this girls body' my whole entire freaking life. It's the same when you tell someone who is Gay, Bi, Pan or Asexual 'oh this is just some phase you'll get over this feeling of liking the same Sex' or 'this is just a phase you'll get over the feeling of not like either sex.'
So Hi, my name is Jay and I'm a boy
And in celebration of me coming out as Trans I'm writing a new Phan story about this topic. It will be coming out on November 6th and it will be titled 'The truth behind my identity.' It's basically about a guy named Dan in which just went through the climax of his transition of going from a girl to a boy, right before year 12 started. He has felt like no one will accept him. He even thinks that his group of friends Peej, Chris, Jay, Lee, and Mache wouldnt love him anymore. Ever since birth he knew that he wasn't supposed to be a girl, but a guy. He has never had a boyfriend, even though he prefers men over women even after the switch, because all the guys he has met has thought of him as a freak. That is until he mets Phil, or as Dan calls him, the boy with the blue eyes. 💙
Side note: if you guys are going through any sort of confusion, doesn't matter if you may think your Gay or may think your Asexual or may think your Transgender/queer or may think you Bi/Pan. Or if you think that no one will accept you as I did, if it's because your Christian and you don't want to believe it or if you think other people will sin you because of it, Remember I'm always here if you need someone to talk to. I'm here whenever you need me, even if that means getting up at 3 am to talk to you, or staying on the line for 2 hours, just so when the conversation is over I may have made you smile. Because you guys mean the whole world 🌎❤️
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Take the monsters away | Phan (Completed)
FanfictionDan howell is starting at a new school, he is abused and raped by his own father, Phil lester is the so called emo fag, people call him that because someone told everyone he's gay, so he gets brutally beaten everyday but pretends as if nothing happe...
