Take the monsters away | Phan (Completed)

--30-- The actual wedding; Enjoy

One of the last chapters then there will be an epilogue, and maybe a few extra chapters later on in all of their lives. You guys don't know how fucking sad I am to end this but how happy I am that this is how it ends, I hope you guys liked this book, I really do, okay enough sappy stuff from me, let's get on with the sappy stuff from my characters

~Phils POV~

I nervously paced the room, running my fingers through my hair. Today is the day of my wedding, and I could never be more scared in my life. Everyone was doing different things, Dan was getting ready, Lee and Echo were trying to talk to the 'guests,' Pewdie and Cry were helping Dan get ready, Ian and Destery were setting up last minute decorations, and Anthony and Nathan are talking to the priest. I walked over to the full size mirror, staring down at myself, analyzing all my flaws. I had stopped cutting, feeling self conscious, hating myself a year ago, but today the urges were coming back. It isn't because I felt depressed, it was actually the opposite of that, I've never felt more happy in my entire life, but the thing was is that it's the biggest day in my life, I was going to be married soon to the absolute love of my life, and I was scared that I was going to mess it all up, like I do most things. As I continued to think I started smoothing out my navy blazer, adjusting my bowtie as tears filled my eyes. I can't believe I'm getting married, I never even thought I would ever find anyone to settle with, but look at me now, I'm getting married at the age of 18, my bridesmaids being the ages of 17 and 18, it's all just crazy to me. I looked down at my hand, rolling my promise ring and engagement ring around with my fingers, a habit I do when I'm nervous.

"Phil come on we are ready for the reception to start!"
Lee shout at me from down the hall, excitement clear in her voice. I toke a deep breath before fixing my hair slightly and slowly making my way to the main doors. When I was about half way down the halls I heard the church bells ringing throughout the whole church. Everyone was already lined up, fixing either their suits or dresses. First it was Ian and Anthony, then Cry and Pewdie, then finally Destery and Nathan. Lee ran up to me, grabbing my arm and pulling me to the end of the line. Lee slid her hand into mine, rubbing her fingers over my knuckles, trying to calm me down.

"Phil, breath, it's going to be alright"

I nodded and before I could respond I heard he infamous wedding song playing from behind the closed doors. ((That just reminded me of I write sins not tragedies and I don't know why)) The doors soon opened and soon the bridesmaids and groomsmen started walking through the isle, leaving me and Lee standing at the doorway. I slam my eyes shut as I feel Lee start to drag me down the isle as well. I opened my eyes again to look into the beautiful brown eyes that I've grown to love. Dan looked absolutely stunning, which overpowered his nervousness he was feeling. He reached over and grabbed my hand, intertwining our fingers.

"May we all gathered in holy matrimony, to celebrate the marriage of Daniel Howell and Phillip Lester. They have been engaged since the day of Phillips birth, January 30th, and have decided to get married on this day to celebrate the day they had first crossed paths. Their Groomsmen, Anthony Padilla, Felix Kjellburg, Jade Micheals, Nathan Owens, and their Bridesmaids, Ryan Terry, Ian Hecox, Lee Potter, and Destery Moore, have been their motivators, the people who will stick around for a long time, well hopefully, and maybe in future see each one of them marry. Now may I have the rings"

Ian went and grabbed a pillow with the wedding rings from the podium, handing it to the priest.
"Take these rings and say your vows"

Dan took the silver wedding ring, grabbing my hand, and slipping the ring on my ring finger, laughing at the fact I still have my promise ring on my index finger.

"Phillip Michael Lester, since day one you had caught my eye, I thought you were amazing from the start, your messy black hair, glistening blue eyes, cutesy smile, they all made my heart flutter, I will promise to love you forever, and yes that means more than Malteasers and Echos monthly hair colour. I wish to spend everyday with you, through ups and downs, like we most certainly have each day, because Phil you are my everything and I'm glad I met you all those months ago"

Blushing and probably smiling like a complete idiot, I grabbed the other ring, the black one, grabbing Dan's hand and slidding it onto his ring finger.

"Dan, you don't even know how much you have helped me over the time I first met you to now. You stopped me from cutting, stopped me from thinking bad thoughts everyday, stopped me from ending my life all together. You made me believe that Love exist, and made me realize that I have the ability to fall in love, so Daniel, thank you for that, and thank you for loving me like the way I love you, which will stay the same each day until I die and then in the after life."

"Now that you have each said your vows, Phillip do you take Daniel as your lofty wedded husband?"

"I do"

"And Daniel do you take Phillip as your loftily wedded husband?"

"I do"

"I commend you Daniel and Phillip Howell, you may kiss the groom" ((FEELS ALL OF THE FEELS))

And with that we finally met lips, both of us smiling into the kiss. We pulled back as we heard cheers from our friends, and why's we consider, our family. I squeezed Dan's hand as we walked down the isle again.

We are finally married. I can finally say I'm Phillip Michael Howell, yeah I like the sound of that.