~Dan's POV~
I. was. kissing. Phil. fucking. Lester. I was surprised when he started kissing back, and snaked his arms around my neck. I grabbed his waist and pulled him closer. This only lasted a few seconds before I pulled away and pulled him into a hug.
Please don't hurt yourself
I c-can't-
I care Phil
I pulled away to see Phil's eyes stained red, he could probably see mine too. I stared at him until I remembered something.
Phil, I know I haven't been here long but I want to take you somewhere he was hesitant before he finally shook my head as I toke his hand and lead him out the door.
~***~
I brought him to my "spot" which was a blocked off lake, I doubt a lot of people know about it. I've been here enough to already go here a dozen times. I both sat us down next to a willow tree with a view of the entire lake. I look over to see Phil, face full of amaze and shock as he was looking down at the water.
How do you know about this lake?
I stumbled into it one day after one of my dad's beatings
Oh..
I look over and grab Phil's hand again which makes him smiling slightly, not wanting me to see but I did. I lay down in the grass Phil following right behind me. We don't talk but just stare at the clouds, as they float by.
~***~
It's dark now but neither me or Phil moved. I'm pretty sure he is asleep....yep. Phil is sound asleep, chest slowly rising and falling. I decide to just pick him up and bring him home without waking him up,that is an absolute nope. I felt i'm shuffle in my arms but only took a few seconds to calm down.
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It took a while to get back to his house, mostly because every so often he didn't stop struggling in my arms, still asleep, so I had to regain to stroking his hair and kissing his forehead, which made him calm down. I had to do that at least 7 times, 5 of those times I heard "Gay" or "Faggot" which made me cringe ever single freaking time. I place Phil on the bed, and sat next to him, staring at him, which sounded a bit creepy I know, oh well
I scooted closer and stared brushing hair out of his face, I swear sometime fringes are the worst. ((It's sad because me and Phil have simular hairstyles and I swear wind and walking are the absolute death of me and that is why I don't go outside and refuse to get out of my bed)) I sat up against the bed frame and pulled Phil into my lap, surprisingly he didn't wake up. Well that was until I felt him plant a soft kiss on my neck. As he heard me chuckle he wrapped his arms around my chest. I heard his breath become heavy once again, mine becoming heavy as well once I closed my eyes, Phil still in my arms.
~***~
I woke up, replaying yesterday's events. I looked at the clock first, it was only 6 and it was Saturday so it was way to early, but then I looked over to realize that Phil was still sleeping in my arms. He was so adorable when he slept, his hair was matted and tangled in his face ((sex hair XD)) his mouth opened slightly, and his head now drooped on my sholder blades. Knowing this was the perfect time, I decide to get him back from last night. Since his neck was exposed I started making soft kisses up and down his neck, I knew he was awake now because his breath became steady, well sort of. I brought up my kisses to his jawline to his lips. I started kissing him softly. We kissed for a solid two minutes until pulling away, smiling and we both well back to sleep, because well it was still hella early.
~***~
I woke up, now at 9 (still early but i'm awake), and Phil must have been tired because he was still asleep. I guess I could make breakfast for us, knowing that Phil's mom probably wasn't here. I try getting Phil out of my arms, which concluded in him just wrapping his arms tighter around my torso and whimpering. Realizing this is defiantly not working I stood up, carrying Phil, and walking to the kitchen. I placed him on the counter because he was fully awake now, and go to the cabinet to grab some pancake mix. I put together the ingredients in a bowl and pouring it in the pan, Phil now hugging me from behind. After cooking the pancakes, I set the plate on the coffee table in the lounge, Phil following behind after grabbing the golden syrup ((which is personally disgusting to me, does anyone else agree)) I grabbed the remote and turned on a new anime I found last night called K ((which is an anime on netflix that only has one season so it's not long and if you are obsessed with anime and basically ran out of animes/manga like me I defiantly recommended it)) as we ate our breakfast.
After finishing and putting the dishes and ingredients away. We switched to Deathnote which I heard was one of his favorites.
~***~
After several episodes of Deathnote, several episodes of black butler ((side note black butler is my shit *looks down* I just realized i'm wearing one of my black butler tees)) and somehow Phil somehow made his way on my lap, we both heard our stomachs grumble.
Dddaaann I want foooddd
No you must starve I joke as I wrap my arms around him tighter making it hard to get out of my grasp, I know i'm so mischievous hehe.
Let me go I need to get some food in my mouth
Fine but on one condition
What is it Since he turned over I smirked and I guess he read my mind because he smashed our lips together. I felt him smile into the kiss as I arched my back and when he rose on his knees. I snaked my arms around his neck and I felt him grip my teeshirt. He pulled away and whispered We will finish this later Man he really does know how to turn me on...
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FanfictionDan howell is starting at a new school, he is abused and raped by his own father, Phil lester is the so called emo fag, people call him that because someone told everyone he's gay, so he gets brutally beaten everyday but pretends as if nothing happe...