Stained Glasseyes and Colourful Tears

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Vic's POV

The break up is now some days ago, but I'm still not over her. I don't think that I'll ever be over her. She could be the one and I don't wanna let her slip away. She needs to listen to the song or better songs I've wrote for her. I don't even really know why she broke up, it can't be just the reason that I missed her calls. There has to be something else. Maybe it was something with the meeting with her parents. Did there something happen which made her so sad and upset? Or was it really just me?

Jody's POV

I didn't broke up with Vic. I said that we needed a break. That isn't a break up, it's just a simple break. I needed to think about this whole thing. I think it's the best when we take a break, because I need to think. Actually I needed him, so bad. But then again he wasn't here and that was the problem.

"Jo, are you still alive?" Cassie asked and waved in front of my face. I snapped out of my thoughts and shook my head.

"Uh yeah, sorry, I just snapped out for some seconds" I said and tried to smile. Since I told Vic about us having a break, Cassie didn't leave my house.

"Are you sure that you're okay?" she asked and raised an eyebrow. We were sitting on the couch in the living room and watched some TV.

"Yes" I said and tried to smile. She weakly smiled back.

"Hey where's actually Ben? I haven't heard or seen him for so long" I asked. I don't know why he popped in my mind, maybe because Cassie was all the time here and didn't even text or call someone once.

"Uh, well, he's somewhere. I don't know where he is, he broke up some days ago" she said and looked sadly on the floor.

"Aw Cassie" I said and hugged her. She fought with her tears and I rubbed her back.

"Love sucks" I said and she laughed.

"Yeah it does" she agreed when she pulled away.

"Ben & Jerry's and Gilmore Girls?" I suggested. Gilmore Girls is my and Cassie's favourite TV show. We saw every episode of it and own all DVD's. 

Cassie nodded and I stood up and to get everything. I gave Cassie the Ben & Jerry's and put the first DVD in the player. When I sat back to her on the couch, she was already happily eating her favourite ice cream.

Vic hates Gilmore Girls. I once forced him to watch it and he said that he didn't understand anything because they talked too fast and too much for him. Fuck, why does everything remind me of Vic? Slowly I should seriously move on but I can't something makes me always stop. I still love him. I can't move on and I don't want to. 

"Are you thinking about him?" Cassie asked and looked at me in the corner of her eyes. I looked down and played with my fingers.

"Yes. It doesn't matter how hard I try to move on, I can't" I told and felt the tears in my eyes. I didn't want to cry over him but now I was about to do exactly that.

"You're not ready to move on yet. You still love him and how I know him he still loves you. Maybe you should call him and talk to him. I know that you didn't want to make that break, you were just confused because of that thing with your parents. I know that never want to leave him and he never wants to leave you. You should call him" she said. She was totally right. I didn't mean that break, I actually didn't want it. 

"Maybe I really should do that soon. But now let's watch Gilmore Girls." Cassie smiled weakly and we both focused back on the TV. 

After we watched like 2 DVD's it was already past 12 and we were both really tired. Cassie decided to go home for this night so we said our goodbyes. When she left I put everything back on its place and went upstairs. I put on my pyjama and lay in my bed. I tried to sleep but my mind was racing. What should I do? Should I really talk to Vic? Should I meet with this Kevin-guy? I asked Cassie about this and she said that I should. But I honestly don't know. But I think one thing is sure; I need to talk to Vic, soon.

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