airplane☾ jack gilinsky

c i n c o

✧Lacey✧ 

I woke up to the sound of my mom yelling. Her voice was so loud that I could still hear it after putting a blanket and a pillow over my face. I sighed, getting up and rushing downstairs to see what's going on. I tried to stop Ethan and my mom from yelling at each other, but apparently, I failed.

"Ethan, get out of here," My mom said, almost yelling.

He was about to leave but I stopped him, "Mom, you can't do this. Please let him stay he didn't mean to yell at you, please."

"Leave," She commanded, pointing her index finger to the door, totally ignoring what I said.

Ethan left, and in an istant, I felt heartbroken. Why would she even let him leave? She's going to regret this later.

I went to my room, slamming the door behind me.

"What a great life," I sarcastically muttered to myself. I grabbed my phone and texted Ethan.

To; bro

where are you?

To; bro

are you okay? what happened between you and mom?

To; bro

please text me back whenever you get the chance to.

Thankfully,I Instantly got a text back.

From; bro

I'm fine. are you going out today?

To bro;

I'll go to the mall with Noah if he isn't busy doing something.

From;bro

i gotta go, ily.

To; bro

ily2.

I put my phone down, going to my dresser. I chose a lace crop top and a pair of black pants. I got dressed and put on mascara, eyeliner and a lipstick. I called Noah asking him if he can hang out with me today.

"I'm sorry babe, I'm busy today." that was the answer I got from him.

I'll go alone then. 

I went downstairs, seeing my mom sitting on the couch cupping her face with both hands.

She looked up the minute I walked in the room, "where are you going?"

" It doesn't really matter," I replied. I was still pissed off at what she did.

"It matters to me," she yelled.

I took a deep breath,"Mom,can you just let me go? I'll talk to you later," I said, slamming the door behind me.

I drove off to starbucks before going to the mall, ordering an Iced coffee with milk. My order was ready in five minutes. I took it and then drove off the mall.

I don't like walking alone in a place. I like being with someone and I don't even mind if it's Ethan. at least I'm not alone.

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I ended up buying two dresses because I couldn't choose which one looks better on me and a pair of red high heels. I was starving since I haven't eaten anything this morning so I ordered a sausage burrito from Macdonald's and waited for it in the food court.

Looking around the place, I saw Jack. With a girl. I felt a pang of jealousy hitting me. I shook my head, looking away. She was gorgeous. Brunette hair and a blue eyes, and then me. Nothing compared to her.

Jack was acting like he has no idea who I am. But I decided to be the better person and say hi.

Yeah, I'm interrupting whatever they're doing but I want to know who is she.

"Hi," I said, smiling as I walked up to them.

"Um, hi," he said, scratching the back of his neck. "Bailey, my girlfriend."

Oh.

"Hey, I'm Lacey," I said, faking a smile. I couldn't stay more than 5 minutes so I excused myself, walking away from them.

None of the boys mentioned that he has a girlfriend. Not even him. I felt guilty for feeling jealous when I already have a boyfriend.

I know it's completely wrong to love someone when you already have a boyfriend but I just can't control your feelings.

I shook my head brushing the thoughts away. I sometimes get surprised by how childish I might be.

I won't let myself fall for him. I have a boyfriend.

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