Chapter 4: Second choice
TOMMY
Hinabol ko si Roxanne. Hinawakan ko siya sa magkabilang braso nito. "I'm sorry kung niloko kita. Sasha and I.. we.. I really don't love her. ItChas always been you." I confessed.
"What are you talking about?"
"My dad like Sasha for me. He needed Sasha's dad for business purpose. Kaya niligawan ko si Sasha tulad ng sabi niya."
"We've been together since then. It was too late nung narealize ko that.. it was a mistake."
I'm with my camera right now. I'm taking photography class kasi. I captured every little thing with my camera today. Hanggang sa naitutok ko ito sa isang estudyante.
Nakakunot noo ito habang may kausap sa cellphone nito. I clicked and clicked my camera. Nakatayo ito malapit sa mini fountain ng school. Pinagmasdan ko yung estudyante. Nakasuot ito ng uniform, hindi ko lang alam kung anong kurso. Maputi, mahaba ang buhok at sexy.
Kahit nakakunot noo at nakaisang linya ang labi nito, nakakaturn on pa rin ang babae. Finocus ko ng mabuti ang camera ko sa mukha niya. Medyo may kalayuan ako mula sa kinatatayuan niya.
Damn! She's beautiful.
Kinuhanan ko siya ng close up pictures. Maya maya pa, itinapat niya sa may fountain yung phone nito. Sabay bitaw. Kahit nagulat ako, I clicked again my camera. Nacapture ko ng mabuti 'yung emosyon sa mukha ng babae habang inihulog ang phone nito sa fountain. Her expression was hard. Walang bakas ng pagsisisi o pagdadalawang-isip.
"Tommy pare, andito ka lang pala." Gusto ko sanang sundan yung babae kaso bigla itong nawala.
"Sino yan?", tanong ni Dexter.
"Ahh.. I don't know."
"She looks familiar. I think I saw her from somewhere." Parang nabuhayan naman ako bigla ng pag-asa. Pag-asa para saan?
"Ah. Tama. Si Roxanne yan!"
"Roxanne? You know her?"
"Personally hindi. Pero kilala 'yan dito sa school bilang campus bitch." I creased my forehead.
"Si Roxanne Rojas, sa wakas napansin din ni Tomzelle Drake Cayetano." Pang-aasar ng kaibigan niya sa 'kin.
"If you wanted to cheat? Cheat with her. She's willing to be anyone's lover. Unique siya diba?" Sabay tawa ni Dexter.
After that, I kept looking at her from a distance. Akala ko nagbibiro lang si Dexter sa pinagsasabi niya tungkol kay Roxanne. It's true. Nakakaturn off. Madalas napapaaway si Roxanne dahil sinusugod siya ng mga girlfriend ng lover nito.
But one day, nagulat ako nang kausapin ako ni Roxanne.
"Cheat with me."
Kalokohan alam ko. Hindi ako gago para lokohin si Sasha. Mabait si Sasha at maunawain. Gusto kong pumayag sa offer ni Roxanne but no. He just can't.
Pero walang hiya! Ang gago ko!
When I saw Roxanne kissing other man. The feeling he suppressed to Roxanne keep flowing. Parang ilog tuloy tuloy. That guy should be me. That guy kissing her, tasting her lips and holding her tight... should be me. Why do I need to suffer? Bakit ko pipigilan ang sarili kong maging masaya?
If cheating with my girlfriend the only way so I can have her, then beat it. Handa akong lokohin ang lahat ng tao to be with her.
"Be my lover. I'm willing to cheat with Sasha." I offered myself.
"You will hate yourself if you became my lover." Roxanne declared.
"I will hate myself even more if I can't kiss you right now."
So I kissed her.
"I took the risk. Alam kong magagalit ka pag makipagbreak ako kay Sasha. But damn It! I love you. I love you babe." I held her face and looked at her. "You don't deserve to be the second choice."
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THE CAMPUS MISTRESS MEETS THE PLAYBOY
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The Campus Mistress Meets The Playboy [COMPLETED]
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