The Campus Mistress Meets The Playboy [COMPLETED]

Chapter 22 - suicide

Roxanne POV

I was crying. My body my mind and my heart .. it hurts. Everything hurts.

"You died. That night. YOU DIED Roxanne." Madiing saad ni Anasthasia sa akin.

Her words hunts me. NO! My past hunts me. Red Villegas hunts me even in my dreams, I seem not to get away from him. From the memories.

After Red funeral, the Villegas family went to Barcelona to move on and to heal. I never talked to them. Hindi rin ako pumunta para makiramay. Bago sila umalis papuntang Barcelona, bumisita sila sa akin sa bahay but I forbid to see them.

"Kung siya ang may singsing. Kung siya ang fiancee, what does makes me? Who am I?"

Di nagtagal, I experienced extreme depression until I almost lost my sanity. I barely sleep because I got nightmares everynight. I woke up every morning with dried tears in my cheeks. Big and dark bags under my eyes. I don't eat or drink much. I walked like a zombies. I am breathing but I felt dead. I shut myself from the outside world. Literally. Nagkukulong ako sa aking kwarto and trash things.

"Who am I to him? If I am not the fiancee, then - that makes me THE bitch. His bitch."
Hindi ko matanggap. All along, lies .. I am feed with lies. LIES! I thought he loved me. His broken promises and crushed dreams killed me. It suffocates me to death. That made me decide to end my suffering.

I decided to suicide.

But unfortunately, my father save me from my own death. Hinding-hindi ko makakalimutan kung gaano kadaming luha ang pumatak sa pisngi ni Papa. How selfish I am. Iniwan na nga siya ni Mama pati ba naman sarili niyang anak iiwan rin siya? He cried hard. He begged me to live. He begged for my life. He wanted me to live with him. To fight for him. To fight my nightmares. Naawa ako kay Papa, he got a suicidal daughter. He got me as a daughter.

I realized, I can't leave my father. I can't die as a loser. Humahagulgul si Papa nang pumayag akong magpagamot. Niyakap niya ko habang sinasabi kung gaano niya ko kamahal. Na hindi niya ko isusuko. I stayed in rehabilitation center to heal. To be cure and to begin again. I stayed there for months. Then I was born again. Roxanne Rojas was born again.

Nag-aral ulit ako and never looked back. After 2 years, I am back. I got my feet again. And at the same time the Villegas came back from Barcelona. We moved on and I met Hunter Villegas, Reds'younger brother.

I won't forget Red dahil kay Red, I got my title. I am now known as the campus mistress. The playgirl. The bitch. The boyfriends' stealer. I don't know. Everything felt right. I felt powerful. Pakiramdam ko, isa itong munting paghihiganti. I was broken and I embraced the pain.

Pagkatapos ng pag-uusap namin ni Anasthasia, I spent my weekend crying but I am okay now. Anasthasia was very a difficult person. She's cruel to make me remember my pain. To scratch my healing wounds. Napakasama niya pero alam kong tulad ko, she has a story to tell. She cursed the Villegas till death. Nakakatakot ang babaeng yun.

I flipped my hair and drank my favorite chocolate shake. Si Sheena busy sa kakadaldal sa comeback ng isang Kgroup - B.A.P . Natatawa talaga ako rito sa bestfriend ko.

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"THE CROWNED LUNA"

"What are you-", my words hangs in the air as I screamed in pain when I felt Xavier's sunk his extended canines in the crook of my neck.

I placed my hands to his hard chest trying to get away from his hold. Sinubukan ko siyang itulak gamit ang natitira kong lakas but his arms gripped tighter around my waist and he bit more - DEEPLY through my skin and it hurts like hell. Napahawak na lang ako sa braso niya. I closed my eyes and my scream died down.

Seconds later, I felt him extracted his canines from me, I suddenly felt weak and tired.

I tried to opened my eyes. "W-what have y-you - done?" I shouted but it came as a mere whisper. And I swear before I fell into the darkness, I heard him say ,"You are mine now Violet."

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I should've stayed with Alexander . I should've fight that Selestina. I regret everyday that I ran away from my old pack. Because gone the CROWNED LUNA of Alexander, I was now marked by the most cruel Alpha across the country, XAVIER.

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