I pulled myself away from Harry after a while. We were in the middle of the pool just kissing and even though there wasn’t that many people around, I wouldn’t want someone getting a picture of us. The whole Harry being a pop star thing wasn’t supposed to bother me; it wasn’t supposed to bother me because if I really did have feelings for him I would’ve just accepted the fact that we have people following us around with cameras and fans taking pictures of us and trying to put me down and they find out a lot of pictures and information about me even though I barely give any out on the internet. So I have all these people knowing my name, and knowing who I am and all I am is this heartless girl who’s going to college and wants to do something with her life. Is that so bad? Sure, I’m dating Harry Styles, but that was something that wasn’t supposed to happen; literally. Fans tried to figure out how did I come out of nowhere and if it’s just a scam or something. Some say I’m a gold digger, which I laugh at; I don’t use Harry for his money, I don’t use him for the stuff he takes me to or the things he wants to buy me; I don’t even ask. I’m not using Harry’s money. Another reason they think I’m dating Harry is to hide up this Larry drama; now that’s just not happening and I won’t be getting into detail with that, but it’s just not true.
I looked at Harry with his swollen lips and his chest still rising and falling, his heart beating against my skin that grew goose bumps. A smile was upon his lips causing a smile to grow on mine, “hi.” He said in a whisper. I couldn’t help but laugh softly, “we haven’t been here for more than an hour and I want to leave.” Harry said pecking my lips again. I laughed shaking my head and laying my forehead on his just looking into his eyes. There was something about his eyes that just made me smile and have my body feel like it was melting into a pool of me. Harry pecked my lips softly again before tailing down my cheek and my jaw to the space behind my ear. I put my bottom lip in between my teeth biting it softly as Harry began to make his way to the stairs of the pool. I couldn’t help but laugh as I tried to loosen his grip on my waist, but he tightened his grip and I could feel his lips curving on the small spot behind my ear. Once we got to the stairs he let go of me and I walked up the stairs and ran for my towel drying myself. Throughout the whole time I felt Harry’s eyes on mine, and when I looked over at him I was right He had a small smirk on his mouth before he slipped on his blue sweater, I walked over to him and zippered it for him before he pulled up his hood and smiled widely. I giggled as I slipped my fingers in between his and then I realized who he was; Harry wasn’t just Harry Styles, big pop star in the biggest boy band in the world winning girls over with his good looks, amazing curls and cheeky words. He was everything I wanted, everything I needed, everything I craved, but he was also everything I couldn’t have all wrapped into one.
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So we’ve been found, it wasn’t too bad though, only like four fans wanted to take some pictures with Harry. So I told him nothing was stopping them, and I offered to take the pictures, but of course, that wasn’t the right thing to do because I had attitude coming back to me. So I just chuckled and watched like I’m guessing I’m supposed to do. The first thing that came to my mind at that moment was going to Danielle and Eleanor and asking them what they do in those moments? Hell, what are you supposed to do at these moments? Just walk away? Stay there until their done? Laugh at what just happened? Because I think I’m just going to laugh it off, if they think it’s going to phase me, that’s hilarious. So after they were done, Harry walked up to me while waving to them and saying goodbye and he tied his hand with mine before smiling widely at them and we began walking into the elevator. All I could do was smile at the reflection of our hands tied together. “What are you smiling about?” Harry asked with a smile on his face, we both knew why I was smiling.
I just shook my head and decided to change the topic, “do you ever just want to pack up your stuff and leave out of the blue without a reason why or telling anyone and just start a new life miles away and do whatever you want because I think I would love to do that.” I said smiling softly thinking about it. Harry called me mad, but I was serious, it would be amazing to just leave and not give a fuck and have nothing change about you. Just to leave miles away without anyone knowing and starting something new, even if it wasn’t forever or anything; just start something new in another place and do everything right and then just drop it and walk back into your old life like nothing different ever happened. How amazing does that sound? Just do something and even though you know it could be the best thing that could have probably happened to you; you just drop it and go back to you dead beat old life that might not work out but you know that what you’ve done before was something amazing but it wasn’t for you. Or any other reason there is, but you just go back to your old life because you can. Act like nothing changed, go back to school and sit down and act like you know what you’re doing even though you haven’t gotten one clue. I thought that would be the most amazing thing and I would love just one day to just do it, but that’s a bit too much to do.
