Life Happens

BOOM

Hi guys! I'm having a bit of writers block and I'm lacking motivation 😔 well anyway the story is over soon this is the third last chapter - enjoy anyways
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Kensi's eyes fluttered open. She grabbed the handle so hard that her knuckles turned white. Confused thoughts filled her spinning head. Suddenly the events of the last couple of hours flooded her mind. All of memories kept hitting her again and again.
-"Deeks think about the decision you are about to make. I can't do this either, if I don't know if you are with me or not. If you walk out that door there's no coming back. Make your choice."
Deeks looked the love of his life in her eyes. "I'm sorry." He apologized. As he walked out the wooden door.-

She remembered the hell that he had put her into. She squeezed her eyes shut trying to hide the tears threatening spill. She remembered the situation with the bird. Something that seemed so unrealistic yet it was so real. Or the fact that she just magically teleported from one place to another. Maybe Deeks was right - maybe she was mentally ill - maybe this was all in her head. Then why did it seem so real. She felt lost. She felt abandoned, again. She could feel something rushing all the way from her heart, moving towards her fingertips. It was anger and hate. She felt like her blood started boiling. It felt like a rough ocean in the middle of a storm - her storm.
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But just a she was fully charged she felt like she was punctured. All of the emotion left her body. Why bother? It wasn't worth it, plus what would it help?
Kensi moaned as a the pain of a contraction filled her body. Damn it.
A dangerous thought slowly creeped up in her complicated mind. It was a little voice. It's raspy whispers told her that she should have never gotten pregnant in the first place. Like this was all a mistake. She tried to ignore it but the voice kept getting louder and louder.
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Boom!
"We should've never even done this! Do you have any idea what you've done?! Imagine if you never left and we would've just have been normal people with a normal family! If you never left I wouldn't have to face death right now! If I had never gotten pregnant I wouldn't have gone completely crazy!" Just as Deeks was about to speak up he was startled by Kensi's panicked scream.
"Urghhhhhh!" Kensi screamed as another contraction hit her. "Kensi it's okay, calm down, there's only about an hour left of the drive." Deeks tried to calm Kensi. "Pull over NOW! Or I swear I will kill you!"
Deeks widened his eyes. They were now on the size of tea cups. "Okay, okay, okay, I'm pulling over." Just as the young man said those words, he turn the steering wheel a little to the right. And that might have been the biggest mistake of his life. Suddenly he lost control of the vehicle, and they screeched of the road. Kensi had just enough time to protect her face with her hands. But Deeks was left completely helpless as he flew though the front window.