Life Happens

What he couldn't forget

A/N here a chapter that will make you emotionally unstable - you're welcome

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4 months later
"Come on Fern we gotta get up now it's 8:45" The goofy blond man said.
"Ok fine but I'm first getting out of this bed when I can smell pancakes." Kensi stated.
Deeks got up at 09:00 a.m. He cooked pancakes for Kensi. He had found out that Kensi loved it when he put berries in them.

After an hour and a half they drove to the little house at Long Beach. After getting a tour of the house they went home at discussed it.

"Deeks this is the one I can feel it," Kensi said, as she held her hand on the little bump on her stomach.
"Yeah, you hear that guys? Mommy think she found the dream house, huh?" Deeks told the two little humans inside Kensi's belly.
She laughed.
Her ridiculous and wonderful laugh. It was so real, no coverup, she didn't care about if it sounded weird or funny. God, he loved that laugh.

"You know what munchkins? I think your mom might be a little ticklish!" Deeks said as he stood up and took a step closer. Kensi's eyes filled up with fear. "No Deeks! No! No! No! Don't tickle me! You can't. Please don't!" Kensi laughed as she tried to get up, but Deeks put his hands on her shoulders so she couldn't get up.

Deeks laughed. She hit his hands and arms trying to get him to let go. Kensi's face was mix of fear and laugher. Deeks lifted her off the chair and dropped her carefully on their bed.

She looked at him. "Please Deeks, I beg you," she said, as she threw a pillow at him, but he easily dodged it.

"Here we go!" Deeks laughed, as he started to tickle her merciless. "No- De- De- ek-, stop, plea- se, I be- eg yo- ou." She tried to say in between giggles.

After a while Deeks lifted his hands in the air to show he was done tickling her.

While she was trying to get her breath back he said: "You know what Kens, to bad you can defeat me while your pregnant, that means that for the next 3 months I can tickle you when ever I want." He looked at Kensi. Her face was filled with anger.

Maybe that weren't such idea to say something like that to a six months pregnant woman.

Deeks quickly ran out of their bedroom. He stopped when he heard his phone ring, he picked it up.
"Hey Deeks it's Sam here, Hetty wants you in OPS"
Kensi yelled from the bedroom: "Martin Andrew Deeks, I will murder you with my bare hands!!!"
Deeks panicked. Shit.
"Trouble in paradise?" Sam asked.
"Well, I'll see you later," Sam said as he hung up the phone.

Kensi walked out of their bedroom with a high heel in her hands. Deeks froze.

*** "Marty haven't I told you that you're not allowed to be out after dark?!" Gordon Deeks yelled as he lifted his shoe and hit his son with it across the young boy's face. "I'm sorry father!"
"No apologies. I warned you!
Now you'll get your punishment!" Gordon yelled. "No father I beg you!" Deeks cried.
The tall man took off his belt and lifted Deeks shirt. "I'm sorry please don't!" Deeks begged once again.
"Shut up!"
Deeks screamed as the belt hit his bare back. The boy sobbed as his father whipped him over and over again. ***

"Deeks! Deeks! Are you okay?! Say something Deeks! Please?" Kensi pleaded Deeks. The blonde detective was on his knees completely paralyzed with tears rolling down his cheeks. "Wha- what...?" Deeks asked unaware of what was going on. "Deeks are okay? Suddenly you just fell to floor and started crying. What happened?"
"It was just bad memories," Deeks states, as he got up and started walking away.
"Where are you going?!" She asked confused.
"I just need some fresh air," he replied dryly.
"You are coming back, right?" Kensi asked nervously.
"Yea. Ummm, Kensi. I- I just can't do this. Just not right now. I'm too much like him. I'll hurt you. I- I'm sorry." Deeks put into words. He opened the door.
"Deeks think about the decision you are about to make. I can't do this either, if I don't know if you are with me or not. If you walk out that door there's no coming back. Make your choice."
Deeks looked the love of his life in her eyes. "I'm sorry." He apologized. As he walked out the wooden door.

Kensi was left alone in the apartment with the sound of her own echoing sobs.

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