Life Happens

Dreamland

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Kensi's P.O.V.

I looked out at the little stars above me. I was tired and my thoughts kept carrying me away, to a place far far away from here. A place with no pain and no worries. A place where I could close my sleepy eyes, without having to open them again. A place where I could sleep on a bed of flowers with the twinkling lights above me, watching over me and protecting me. A feeling  where no responsibilities withheld you.
Here I didn't have to think of my job, and boyfriend. Here was no worries. Only a soft happiness that filled my heart and soul. Where I could rest my heavy head. Where all the burdens were removed from my shoulders. That place where I could dance around lightly, with no heavy weight on my chest. Where I could wander a peaceful earth no bad guys to fight. Just peace. A place where I could sleep at night without regrets or doubts. A place without grief or violence. No children going to bed with empty stomachs. No places being bombed with war. No hate. No dogs being forced to fight each other for the sake of entertainment. Where no fire is eating up houses and families. Where no person feels unloved. To a place where everyone has a roof over their heads.
Where we aren't shooting each other out of hate and spite. A place where all are forgiven. A world of hope and dreams.
This incredible place where time didn't exist and thoughts didn't dissolve you. I longed that place. I knew it existed but I could quite reach it. It was like I could reach out my and barely graze it. So close yet unreachable. I could feel the warmth from it. Like the sun on my face on a warm summer day. Like the crystal snow on a winters day. Like the colorful leaves during autumn. Like the fresh flowers on a spring day of hope.
Like the first beam of light rising above the horizon, after a long night.

I took a deep breath. Though that was not where I was going. And i knew it. I knew that I weren't allowed to go there. A garden of lust. But I was careful not to pick the apple. Though the taste would be sweet, the aftertaste would be sour.

"Kensi?" Deeks asked concerned. "You seem a little quiet. Are you okay?" He turned his head to he could look at me. There was an awful tension between us, and like a bomb it was ticking, waiting to explode, taking down everything on its way.
Tick...
Tick...
Tick...
"Do you think the babies are okay?" He turned his head back to the road. The everlasting way that only seemed to get longer and longer for every second that passed by. 
"I'm sure they're okay."
The admirable landscape quickly passed by outside my window. My glazed eyes could barely follow them. I placed my finger on the glass of my window. Carefully I drew fragile little shapes, that came directly from my tangle of ideas. The cold glass made my finger numb. But that was fine, now it matched the rest of my body.
I felt a little dizzy. Like something was pulling me down to a cold place.
Before I could do anything thing I went out like candle being blown at. My hair fell onto my face like curtains being closed.
"Kensi?" Deeks turned his blue eyes on me. "You sleeping?" When he got no answer he figured I was gone to dreamland.