This aint a chapter.
Ima tell yall how i discovered boyxboy hints the title. It takes place back in south carolina when i was 13 and innocent. When i didnt really no what being gay was or what sex and virgins was.
So i just came from playing outside with my friends. I got bored again so i asked to use the computer. My parents said yes. So as i was on the computer i started to look up videos on youtube of anime like naruto and shit. As i kept clicking on the suggestion button a video popped up saying junjou romantica, a japanese anime show. It looked intriguing so i click on the video and started watching it. In the beginning it showed a man pinning a boy on top of the bed. There bodies pressed up against eachother blushing. I was confused as to what the hell was happening and why was the boy and the man was acting so....idk...weird. So i was just minding my business sitting on the floor watching the video when suddenly my dad saw what i was watching and yelled at me to turn it off
Dad: turn that off now!!
Me: why? Its just a video
Dad: dont talk back. Turn the computer off
I rolled my eyes when he took the computer away from me and walked away. I was so fuckin mad bruh. Like what was so bad about watching two men? I HAAD to figure out what was happening. My innocent mind didnt understand...i was confused and curious..so the next day i asked my parents if i can get the Toshiba laptop computer and they said yes. I searched up
"Junjou romantica" on youtube again and clicked on a title called "junjou romantica: dont cry over spilled milk" and started to watch the video. It showed a boy into a dog position on bed and the man was leaning forward and wrapped his arms around the boys body in the dog position. The man unzipped the boys pants and started to do something in his lower area. I was confused. What was the man rubbing??
My dad come again!!
Dad: what did i say about watching that!
Me: b-but its nothing dad gosh
Dad: turn that off now.
Me: fine can i atleast go outside?
Dad: yes
So i turned off the laptop and headed outside. Why did my dad not want me watching the anime video? What did he no that i didnt? Why was the boy blushing and bent over while the man was messaging his lower area in the video! I had so many questions.
So 3 days passed by and i just came from school, my friends were talking about virgins while they walked with me getting home. Again i was 13 and didnt no what that was. So they asked me..
Friends: aye, are you a virgin?
Me: what the hell is a virgin?
Friends: *laughs hard* its when you dont have sex
Me: whats sex?
Friends: just google it bro. Lol see you later
So me and my friends went our separate ways. What was happening? What was sex? What was a virgin? At the time my friends were well...idiots so i thought it was all a joke or a prank. I kept thinking about sex and junjou romantica. I tried to ignore it the whole 3 days but it kept replaying in my head like a song. A man pinning a boy against the bed massaging something in his boxers. I never been so frustrated and confused omg. I had a plan though instead of asking for the computer i was going to wait till it was time for me to go to bed to use my phone instead.
*time skips ahead*
Parents: goodnight
Me: night mom night dad
I closed the door and turned off the lights. I tucked myself in bed but had my cell phone out. Perfect..nobody can interrupt me.
I looked up again on youtube on my phone "junjou romantica:dont cry over spilled milk" i watched EVERYTHING BRUHH... The two boys were moaning and...and..>.<
My mind slowly started to realize what i just watched. After i watched the video i got a weird feeling in my lower half... I felt tingely...(horny)
Again i was 13 so me being horny was scary for me. I ignored it tho..
I looked up on google virgins and sex and my mind EXPLODED!!!
(OMFG THESE MOTHER FUCKERS KEEP POPPIN FIRE WORKS IN MY NEIGHBORHOOD. NEXT FIREWORK IS GOING UP YOUR AHSHFKFVXJ)
Sorry babes...lol *blushing hard right now*
Oh yea so after i looked up sex and virgins i saw alot of porn on google. I saw people sweating and moaning and shit. I saw men and women having sex and men and men having sex. I put the pieces together. The anime video i watched was two men having sex. The man was jerking off the boy.
When i woke up it was a weekend so i asked to go outside. I had to pretend like everything was normal ...but secretly i was a nervous wreck.
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Ending it here!!
If you want to no what happened next ill be more than happy to tell you when i make a part 2 of my discovery lol .
