Chapter Thirty Seven

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Songs for this chapter:

. Youth - Daughter

. Apartment - Young The Giant

. November - The Wilderness Of Manitoba

. She Lit A Fire - Lord Huron

. Autumn Leaves - Ed Sheeran

Harry's POV

The last thing I could remember was the sound of Ed screaming my name. It had been my third night binge drinking just to calm myself down. I couldn't control myself anymore at that point. Nothing made sense, nothing made me happy, nothing mattered to me. I was nothing more that just a whisper to everyone, I was screaming to be heard, to be paid attention to but nobody could hear me.

I felt lost, so fucking lost. So confused, tattered, torn, and broken. I couldn't contact my mother, step father or anyone else. I had nobody, nobody even gave a shit about me.

"He's in this room!" I heard Ed yell from outside the room that I was in. I knew I was in a hospital, I didn't remember even coming to one.

"Are you sure?" I finally heard the voice that I had waiting days, weeks and months to hear; Jade. With all of my strength, I sat up in the bed. I shook my head a little to shake the hair from my face and looked at the hospital door.

A sense of relief filled me the second that I saw Jade standing in the doorway. Her chocolate-brown hair laying upon her shoulders and breasts, a white dotted black dress covering her body. She was the angel that I had waited to see, and I smiled from ear to ear.

But Jade didn't walk in alone, like I had hoped. Nope, she was not alone at all. Ed, Emily and that guy that she had been with when I last saw her with walked in also. I couldn't believe that she would bring him of all people to my hospital room.

"Harry?" Ed asked. "Are you alright, mate?"

"Erm, yeah. I've been better but I'm okay." I replied.

"What have the doctors said?" Ed asked.

"That I had alcohol poisoning."

"That's it?"

"Yeah." I lied. "That's all that they said."

"I was worried sick about you!"

"I know." I laughed. "But I'm okay, don't worry."

"Youre not okay, mate. You never have been." He joked.

"True."

"Well, I'll leave you to it. I'll be back in a bit, gonna go have a smoke." Ed said before walking away and leaving Jade, Emily and that guy alone.

"Hi." I said as I looked down at the white sheet that I was covered up with.

"Hi." Emily replied.

"I don't believe that we have met." The guy with the brown hair said. "I've heard a lot about you but I dont believe that you know who I am."

"No." I replied to him. "I don't."

"Well, my name is Dylan."

"Okay, and you're of importance to me how?"

"Wow, you're a bit rude." Dylan gasped.

"Yeah, I am. So why are you here?"

"Because, well, because I'm Juliet's boyfriend, and she wanted me to come."

I looked over at Jade and frowned slightly. "Boyfriend?"

"She doesn't want to talk to you, she just wants me to ask you why you put her as your emergency contact?" Dylan said rudely.

"Was I talking to you?" I snapped as I turned to look at him. "No, I wasnt. I was talking to Jade."

"Well, she doesn't want to talk to you."

"Then why is she here?"

"I already told you. She is here because she wants to know why you put her as your emergency contact."

"I put her because she is the closest person to me and because I'm close to her."

"You were close to her, now she's close to me."

"You sound like her old friend Tyler." I laughed. "She may be your girlfriend but she's my ex and she's important to me."

"She obviously wasnt important to you when you were fucking her brother's wife, now was she?"

"That was a mistake."

"Putting your cock in a woman who is willing is no mistake, you knew what you were doing and you knew that there would be consequences."

"I don't want to hear your shit! You don't know me, so you have no reason to talk shit!" I snapped.

"Let's just go." Jade sighed. "This was obviously a mistake."

"Yeah, let's go." Dylan said.

"No, I want to talk to Jade alone." I told him.

"That's not going to happen on my watch, dude. I don't want to see her sad over you again, so I don't think it's a good idea for her to talk to you." He replied to me before turning his head to look at Jade. "Let's go, babe. I'll take you out to eat, sound good?"

"Sounds perfect, babe." Jade smiled.

I frowned at her response, I truly hoped that I would be able to speak with her alone. So with one last blink of her long eyelashes, Jade, Emily and Dylan left my hospital room and yet again I was alone, mentally, physically and emotionally.

Ed returned to the room a few minutes after Jade had left and found me crying in the bed. I just couldn't contain my emotions any longer. It killed me to know that Jade was so close, and yet, I couldn't even touch her.

"You'll get over her." Ed said from my right bedside.

"I hope." I replied.

A/N: Short chapter, I know. It's a filler.

How did y'all like the drama between Dylan and Harry? Seriously hoping to get some responses from y'all.

I love you all.



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