Desolation // h.s (Book 2 of The Redemption Series)

Chapter Eight

Songs For This Chapter:

· U Said - Lil Peep

· Sirens - Cher Lloyd

· Dark Blue - Jack's Mannequin

· I Don't Care - Fall Out Boy

· Grand Theft Autumn/Where Is Your Boy - Fall Out Boy

Harry's POV

" Harry, hurry up. " My mum said, slamming her fists on the restroom door. " Robin needs to shower."

" Give me one more minute." I replied as I fixed my hat.

I checked my outfit in the mirror and decided to unbutton three of my shirt's buttons so that my sparrow tattoos and the top half of my butterfly tattoo would show. After I fixed the buttons, I smiled in satisfaction and opened the restroom door. " I'm done." I hollered.

" It's about damn time. " My mum huffed from her bedroom.

I chuckled and walked into my old bedroom. I quickly grabbed my cologne from the dresser and sprayed myself a couple times with it and then sat it back down. I then grabbed my keys and slipped them into the right front pocket of my trousers. I exited the bedroom and walked downstairs.

" Bye Mum. Bye Robin. I love you both." I yelled as I opened the front door.

" Be safe, and love you too." My mum replied.

I quickly walked outside to my Mum's car and climbed in. Once I started the vehicle, I put the car into reverse to pull out of the driveway and then I begun driving towards the westside of town.

Liam had called me earlier that morning  and told me that I needed to sort things out with Jade, that I needed to find out her intentions. I partially agreed with him, I really wanted to know if she wanted to be with me but at the same time I was afraid that she would say no. I didn't know what Jade wanted, and honestly I did not believe that she was still in love with me.

When I first had met Jade when I was eighteen all I cared about was my ego, When she left the U.K. when I was nineteen, I couldn't have cared less. When I saw her again at twenty one, I started to slowly fall in love with her and at twenty two I was deeply in love with her. And finally at  twenty three, I could honestly say that I loved her more than myself, I just hoped that she still loved me. I hoped that one day she would understand how much she would always mean to me.

So I decided that when I got to Liam's, I ws going to lay everything out on the table. I was going to ask her if she even wanted to be with me, if she wanted to be with Zayn or not, if she still loved me or if she loved Zayn. And if she told me no, that she didn't want me, that she didn't love me, then I would leave her alone. I wanted Jade to be happy, and if I was not the one that made her happy then I  would let her be with the one that truly did.

A frown stretched across my features as I parked my mum's vehicle in the parking lot of Smith's Country Club. I checked myself in the mirror and exited the vehicle. " Thank you for coming. " Ronald Smith, the owner of Smith's Country Club, said as I walked towards the entrance.

" Thank you." I replied.

" Name?" Ronald asked, looking down at his clipboard.

" Harry Styles. "

" Do you mean Harold Styles? " he chuckled.

" Yeah." I replied, rolling my eyes. Ronald nodded and opened the door, I quickly thanked him and walked inside the little club. As I walked through the lounge, I spotted Jamie's uncle Leo, talking with Zayn. I glared at Zayn for a few seconds before walking past him and heading towards the back.