Desolation // h.s (Book 2 of The Redemption Series)

Chapter Fourteen

Songs For This Chapter:

. The Greatest Bastard - Damien Rice

. All About It - Howie Allen Ft. Ed Sheeran

. I Don't Want To Change You - Damien Rice

. Jealous - Lanrinth

Jade's POV

" Juliet, please." Zayn begged over the receiver of my cell phone. " I love you."

" I love you too, but I cannot allow you over here. I hate what you did to Emily."

" So what, we're not together anymore?" He huffed.

" I thought you had already figured that out." I retorted. " When I kicked you out of my house."

" Juliet, baby, but we have been talking for the last two weeks non stop. I thought you forgave me."

" It isn't me that that needs to forgive you. " I spat. " It's Emily."

" But."

" But nothing." I interrupted him. " We will never, be together again. I can never forget what you did to Emily. Besides, I know that you were cheating on me through our entire relationship. Don't think that I don't know about April, and Mandy, and Olivia."

" And don't think that I don't know about Harry." He spat. " I know what happened in Holmes, I know that you two had sex there."

" I, I have no idea what you're talking about."

" Oh really?" He chuckled. " Jules, I heard it. Everyone could hear it downstairs while we were at Liam's. You were loud, louder than you were with me. You were practically screaming in pleasure. How could you? How could you do that to me?"

" Really?" I asked, laughing. " You're having a fit because I cheated on you, but you were cheating on me also."

" You weren't only cheating on me with Harry either." He replied as he got more angry than before. " You cheated also with, oh what's his name? The ginger boy. Shit, I can't remember his name, oh wait, Ed."

" I never cheated on you with Ed, you div. I hung out with him during classes, I never once had sex with him. So yes, I did cheat on you with Harry. I'm not proud of it, but what is done, is already done. I can't change it. But you need to realize that you're not innocent either. "

" Babe, can't we just put this aside? We can be together again, I wont go over to your house ever. I just want to be with you."

" I can't Zayn, I cannot allow myself to do that after I know what you done to Emily. She's my best friend, Zayn. She was there when nobody else was."

" What if I apologize to her? I'll do anything to be with you."

" Then it wouldn't be a sincere apology." I said as I pulled my phone away from my ear. " I'm sorry Zayn, but we cannot be together. Please stop calling me."

I pressed the disconnect icon on my phone and threw the phone onto the bed. Zayn would not stop calling me, no matter how many times I told him to stop. He called day and night, over and over. He waited outside of my uni, in the mornings to see me arrive, until I switched to night classes after a week of him stalking me. He was the definition of a crazy ex, and I wanted nothing to do with him.

During the first week of our break up, Zayn waited outside of my house until I arrived home from class one day, and he had roses in his hand and was on his knees begging for me to take him back. I wanted to be with him, not because I was in love with him but because I pitied him. He looked so sad and lost, but what he had done was wrong and what kind of friend would I have been to allow him back into my home?