Europe Change it - Book 4 'Am I good enough?' Katherine Cimorelli Fanfiction

Part 1

Yesterday I showed christina my cuts.. it was literally the most emotional moment in my life..
Well my life... its broken it's totally done..
I hate being here.. sometimes I wish I had died in the car accident.. I won't do this anymore
I cried 24/7 there wasn't any moments where I was happy even though Kallen was next to me
'Kathy.. hey kathy good morning' Kallen smiled and I noticed the smell of fresh orange juice
'Hey darling..' I said sleepy and wiped away the half dried tears on my cheek... I'm crying when I sleep
I'm crying when I'm awake
I'm always crying
'You need to move on baby' Kallen said strong but worried
'I can't' I answered him and tears rolled down my face again
I'm literally sick of crying
'Someone needs to help you katherine' his voice got a little bit angry
'No one can help me.. no one' I said and looked at him
'Katherine please let someone help you' he begged and took my hand
'Kallen..' I whispered and laid back down and my head sunk into my pillow