Europe Change it - Book 4 'Am I good enough?' Katherine Cimorelli Fanfiction

Part 50

'I love him so much!' I cried and closed my eyes
'I know but he's not worth it to cry!' She answered and stroked my head a bit
I just looked down and spotted my belly again
Even though I was fully drunk I realized what I had done
'Tell me she'll be fine please' I begged and began to cry even harder
'Hopefully' Christina sobbed a bit
'I'm so dumb.. I am too dumb!!' I cried and hit against my face
'Katherine stop try to think positive' Christina panicked and took my hand away from my face
'I can't chris I can't!' I cried and looked up
'But alcohol doesn't make it better..' she answered
'It's making it better way better..'
--Two days later--
After this alcohol accident I fast got better but I quickly noticed that my girl stopped playing football inside of me
I really got worried so I decided to go to the Doctor again to check if she's okay
I called christinas and she drove me
She didn't left my left side as I weakly walked through the halls
'I'm so worried chris.. I didn't felt her since 2 days what if something happened to her? I'm so dumb cause it's all my fault' I whispered
'First of all it's kallens fault and second she will be fine
It's cimorelli blood in her veins she's a fighter.. like every cimorelli is' she said to me and it made me smile a bit