Europe Change it - Book 4 'Am I good enough?' Katherine Cimorelli Fanfiction

Part 63

About 1 hour later I was finally able to see my girl again
It was a room with two other babies
She laid in a incubator and was connected to a breathing machine
I was totally shocked when I saw my little baby girl in there
I put my hand through the little window on the side and began to stroke her head
'Oh god' I sobbed and began to cry again
I was so worried but also so proud of her that she made it through all the trouble of the birth and the time before
'She's fine' a nurse came in and looked at the display next to the little bed
'Really? She's breathing so weird' I asked worried
'Yas. That's normal she's fine.. you're her mom right?' She smiled and came next to me
'Yas and I'm so scared... how long does she needs to stay?' I stumbled
'It's not sure probably 2 months or something... we don't know yet but first of all we need a name to fill out her birth certificate' she answered
'Oh yea of course.. well actually I never really thought about a name cause I thought I would still have time but I think Lucy Melinda.. Smith' I answered her
I always loved the name lucy and Kallen loved the name Melinda..
It's still his daughter..
'Cute name.. I'll prepare everything.. at a advice don't stay here so long you should care about you and sleep a bit after this stressful day' she smiled and left again
But I didn't cared
I stayed next to her till christina came in at about 9 pm

Okay guys I need to say something to this part
I was born on November 1st but actually I should be born in February which automatically means that I was born in the same age as "kath child"
No I don't want your attention with this
I just wanna bring my story out there
I talked about it with my mom and she told me how she felt
And I tried my best to explain it in this part
From the first second I was born it wasn't clear if I would survive this cause in the first 4 day's I lost a lot of weight
It turned from 870 gram to about 750 and it was very risks..
Today I'm still disabled I can't walk normal and I have very bad eyes but I made my way
On big stages with a own band
No one really thought that I would be able to talk someday
15 years ago
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