Europe Change it - Book 4 'Am I good enough?' Katherine Cimorelli Fanfiction

Part 57

'Omg...' I couldn't say anything other. After the nurse wished the cold paste away, I laid my hand on my belly and smiled to myself. 'It would be better if you stay here.' she said. 'But need to call someone first. Please.' I told her full of excitement. 'But you need to go outside. No phones here. Sorry. I can bring you out' she answered. 'Thank you.' I smiled and I stood up. I felt still a bit sick and suddenly tired, but I needed to call Nick. But wait, what happened to Katherine? And again, the tears ran over my face. Gosh. 'Huh? Those aren't tears of happiness. So why do you cry? Is it your first child?' the nurse next to me asked. I stopped walking and leaned on the wall. 'No no... It's not because of my child. My sister Katherine has such a bad time right now. And all I thought of in the last minutes was my own child. And no I already have a little daughter. She's at home with her dad.' I told her. 'It's not easy for you right now, right?' the nurse touched my shoulder. I ignored this sentence and walked along the hall. 'Take care of yourself.' she told me and left me alone. I went outside, sat on a bench and took my phone. I chose Nick's contact. I waited for his warmly voice. 'Hey Honey, what's up? Is everything okay with you and Katherine?' he said. 'Hey honey... I... I... I'm...' I stuttered and giggled between my tears. 'What are you?... Hey Mommy!' Nick said and Isabella giggled in the background. But Nick's voice got more worried. Seemed like he heard me crying. 'Heey Isabella.' I tried to sound happy. I just heard Isabella's laugh in the background and nick told her something. 'Nick... I'm pregnant...' I said with a shaky voice and he obviously heard that something other was bothering me. 'Omg Christina that's so amazing!! But why are you crying? I can hear it...' he said and then everything came up. I told him what happened and what I felt. I told him that it was way too much to me. Katherine, my baby, Kallen,..