Europe Change it - Book 4 'Am I good enough?' Katherine Cimorelli Fanfiction

Part 61

She was so small and didn't even looked like a real baby
Her skin was thin as paper and her eyes were still closed
Seeing her really shocked me even though I love her so much
She didn't even looked "finished" I don't know how to describe it
I was so happy in the moment
Just to know that I'm a mother now and that she was my own.. just mine
'She'll might have some breathing problems that's why you don't have much time with her.. just about 10 minutes I'm sorry' the nurse said
'She's gorgeous' Kallen said and looked at me crying
I didn't answered him and just looked at my beautiful little girl
'Okay sorry Mis. Smith I need to bring her to the Doctors so they can check her.. I'll tell you when you can see her again' the nurse smiled took her out of my arm and left
I directly began to feel lonely and empty without anyone inside of me playing football
So there we were me and Kallen in a hospital room..
We didn't even talked since he broke the embarrassing silence
'I'm sorry Katherine I'm sorry' he apologized crying
'You sorry? For what cheating on me for the second time? I'm sorry now but no it's finally over!' I looked at him and fast looked away again
'You can't do this... no please kathy I love you so much' he begged
'You love me? If you would've really loved me then you wouldn't have left me.. you're woman! 6 months pregnant! With your freaking daughter!! No!! She's the only reason that's holding us together from now on' I explained and tried to hold back my tears