Europe Change it - Book 4 'Am I good enough?' Katherine Cimorelli Fanfiction

Part 19

I was sitting in the bathroom on the closed toilet and Kallen knelt before me
'How long do you need to wait?' He asked nervous and looked down to my hand
'About 10 minutes I think' I said and got nervous too
My heartbeat got faster and faster
Somehow I couldn't believe in what is about to happen
But I hoped it so badly
'I'm afraid' I whispered and closed my eyes
'You don't need to be... show me' he said and grabbed it out of my hand
'Kathy...' he whispered and looked up
'What? Omg what?' I asked and lost a tiny tear
'Gosh' he said and stood up
'Oh gosh Kallen Tell meeee' I begged and looked up
'Hmm you wanna know?' He asked and went back down
'Yas...' my voice cracked and my tears got harder
'Well...' he said and looked at me with a serious face
'No.. no no no' I whispered and laid my head on my legs
I cried.
This dumb depressing feeling was back
I really thought I'd have a second chance...
But I thought wrong
'Darling.. look up please' Kallen said and I heard that his voice got happier
'Look' he said and showed me the test
I couldn't see clear cause of my tears
'It's negative... I know' I cried
'Look! please look at it' he said and began to cry too
'Wait what?' I asked quiet, grabbed it and wiped away my tears...
I was able to see what was standing there but I couldn't realize it
'You are..' he laughed and wiped away his tears too
'I am?' I whispered and began to realize
'You are' Kallen laughed and tears rolled down his cheeks
'Oh my gosh' I whispered and jumped up and couldn't control myself
I cried laughed and screamed at the same time
'Baby calm' Kallen stood up and went next to me
I looked at the test again and saw a clear -+- on it
It was just too much for me
I looked at Kallen and jumped on his arms
'Tell me that it's not just a dream... Please' I laughed, cried and squeezed