Europe Change it - Book 4 'Am I good enough?' Katherine Cimorelli Fanfiction

Part 24

Next morning I woke up on the ground
I had terrible headache cause of the crying
I looked around and searched for my clock on the wall
It was 9:15 am
As I stood up parts of the picture fall off of me
I felt very dizzy but slowly unlocked my door again
As I wanted to take a step outside I noticed Kallen laying on the ground right before my door..
I walked around him into the bathroom
I looked at myself in the mirror and stared crying again... do I really need to kill my baby to see my sister happy again?
My heart was bleeding as I decided really to do it..
I went back to my room and wrote a note
-he kall.. long story.. I'll be back later love you
~kath-
I fast dressed on and went to my car
10 am..
---Lisas pov---
I hate being me... I hate being in love
I love Kallen.. he's just perfect
And now this happened with kath
I happy for her but I just can't handle this
I woke up around 10 am and went to the bathroom
I saw Kallen laying on the floor so I thought he had a fight with kath..
To be honest it wasn't okay but I checked if kath was in her room but she wasn't
The only thing I found was a big mess
Everywhere were parts of paper
I looked at it and realized that it was the ultrasound image
I got shocked and afraid too
Why did she ripped it?
I looked around and found her journal it was opened and laid half under the bed
I began to read even though knew that it was wrong
-I know it's wrong to make a decision like that...
But I just need to see lisa happy again... maybe it's time to say goodbye to my beautiful baby.. it's time to leave this behind me... It'll break my heart but I'll do it for lisa.. just to see her happy again- wait??? She wanna abort her child cause of me?
I looked around again and spotted the note on the counter..
No no nononono
I ran as fast as I could out of the room into mine and searched for my shoes and the car key