Europe Change it - Book 4 'Am I good enough?' Katherine Cimorelli Fanfiction

Part 60

'I'm not.. I don't want this anymore' I stuttered as a doctor entered
A young friendly women I never saw before and literally saw millions people that day
'Hey I'm Kelly and I'll be here from now on how are you doing?' She asked friendly
'Baaad!' I nearly yelled at her and turned on my left
I looked into my pillow and closed my eyes
I never ever felt such a pain before
And also I was so worried about my little princess cause it wasn't sure that she would survive this all
It started hurting again but it was different
'It's feeling different' I cried and laid my hand on my belly
It felt like I needed to push her out
So I did and it felt like It would rip me from the inside but from time to time it got better
Well not better but I could handle with it even better
So I did about a million times and I think the complete hospital heard me screaming
'Phht please kath' Kallen begged and wiped away his tears
'God dang it why the heck are you CRYING?' I hissed at him and got louder
'Sorry' he answered
'No problem' I answered as I had time to speak again
'You're doing great Katherine she's right there in a second' the women smiled and I pushed one last time and it felt so good but right after it I started crying cause I didn't heard her crying or making any other sounds
'Is she okay?' I panicked a bit looked at the women
'She's beautiful' the women smiled and handled me my daughter and in exactly that moment she started crying
'Oh goodness' I whispered and looked at her