Europe Change it - Book 4 'Am I good enough?' Katherine Cimorelli Fanfiction

Part 23

Lisa didn't talked a single word since the day....
She didn't ate much and wasn't happy anymore...
I really understood her but after nearly 2 weeks this all got serious
She didn't leave her room and just posted weird stuff on her twitter and tumblr
It was very hard to see her like this..
'Lisa?' I asked quiet and knocked at her door
'Go away..' she yelled
'Please I wanna help you' I begged
'Thanks you already helped enough' she hissed
'C'mon lisa' I said again
'No katherine go away' she yelled and threw something against her door
I sobbed disappointed and went back to my room
I don't wanna hurt my sister with my baby..
I just don't wanna hurt her
I searched for an old journal with the old picture of my first baby
I laid it next to the new one and began to cry...
I'd rather take the pain on me
Lisa needs to be happy again and if she's happier if I'm not pregnant then I'll need to stop it..
I need to stop this thing from growing inside of me...
I stood up and ripped both pictures..
I cried and locked my door.. I didn't want Kallen to see me like this...
It will break his heart but there's no other way...
I placed my hand on my stomach and sobbed
'I'm sorry honey.. We'll see again someday'
I decided to go to the doctor the next day...
I just cried and sat on the ground the whole night...
Kallen knocked on the door a few times but I just ignored it..
I hopelessly tried to put the parts of the picture back together but it didn't worked
Not at all