Europe Change it - Book 4 'Am I good enough?' Katherine Cimorelli Fanfiction

Part 51

The doctor began to look at my girl on the display but his face got shocked short after he started
'Owh' he whispered and looked at me
'Mis. Smith uhm there is no heartbeat anymore' he stumbled
And I just couldn't believe what he just said
My baby is dead?
I felt a lump coming up in my throat and it was too hard not to cry
'This can't be true' Christina panicked and ran next to me
'It sadly is I'm sorry' he said and wanted to turn off the machine as Christina placed her hand on my belly and the doctor looked back on the display and seemed confused
'What?' I asked quiet
'She reacted can you do it again?' He said and Christina did what he said
'Yes she's reacted she moved her hand can you please do it?' He asked and looked at me
So I placed my hand on it closed my eyes and took a deep breath
'Yas.. I never ever saw this before but I think she's back' he said and looked at me
'That's literally impossible!' Christina said confused
'I know but it's seems like' the doctor said
I looked at the display and saw my baby smiling right into our direction
'Yea yas I can feel her' I smiled a bit
'But she don't look really good.. you need to stay here in the hospital till tomorrow or longer.. I can't really tell how long till she's getting better.. you really need to take care of yourself' he explained and looked at me
'What exactly happened to you that she's doing so bad?' He asked worried
And I slowly closed my eyes and took a deep breath
'It's my fault' I whispered