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WhenILoveYa: Chapter 13.5

Chris

"Amber no, look you and I are friends and although all of this" I look her up and down before trying to close her robe. "Looks amazing, I need to see where this is going with Rita."

She looks confused "Chris your separated" she stands opening the robe again

"I know but..." I start but Amber starts to kiss on my neck. "...See this right here can't...Mmmmm...I mean Rita is my wife still but..Mmmm dammnnn...we're just friends right..but married too?" I don't even know what I was trying to say this girl was attacking my neck with her hands down my pants

"Chris I think we should just let this happen" she breathes against my neck

I feel my dick getting had as fuck but something just doesn't feel right. Sex is good, but I haven't made love in so long that its starting hurt. Being with Nicki was cool, but I have never felt what I feel with Rita, with anyone. My body tenses. "Amber stop!"

She pulls back "Chris what's wrong."

"I really can't do this."

She steps back "It is me, right?"

"Yeah.." I breathe. "But not the way you think. I really need to get my shit together before I can do anything with anyone. Rita is my heart, and I can't just fuck you and say cool we just friends. My dick don't work like that. If we fucking, you better believe I want to call you something more than just friends."

She huffs "Oh is that what you said to Nicki."

"I had feelings for Nicki. I traveled to see Nicki. Nicki was about to be my girl. I ain't just out here fucking random bitches Amber, and I do see you as more than that. I like you , but I can't just fuck you and then go work shit out with my wife. I respect you and Rita way too much for that." I step back not sure how she will take it.

She closes her robe. "Fine, well I guess I should just start staying in my place until you make the move huh. I feel like you throw mixed signals?"

I grab her arm "Its not about staying in your place. It's about me handling my business before I start just fucking around like you just some random hoe. That's not you. And if I'm throwing mixed signals I'm sorry. I really am, its just hard not to. Your fucking beautiful Amber. We just can't do this."

"Yeah..." she huffs. "I guess this is what toys are for huh?"

I laugh "I guess I need to put this arm to work myself."

"Chris you go and handle your business and I'll do the same." She hugs me before turning around and heading back into the bathroom. I walk out of the room when I hear...

ding dong

Its like 8pm who the hell at my house. I look out the window, and see the one man I needed to see.

"Unk what brings you to this side of town." I smile giving my uncle a tight hug
He pops me on the back of the head "Trying to make sure your still alive youngin! Where the hell have you been hiding!"

I rub my head "I been here working! Getting my shit together for this Fall. You know you could find me if you really wanted to. Too busy over there playing house with Mama Ev." I chuckle and so does he

"Chris where are the extra towels?" Amber says walking in the room before stopping and staring. "Oh I'm sorry, hello!" She speaks softly from the door way

Uncle Mike stands "How you doing I'm Michael, Chris' uncle"

They shake hands "Amber, Chris' friend that you talked to. I was the one you offered your condo to, but I couldn't do such a thing. I'm fine crashing here for a week."