WhenILoveYa-ff:

WhenILoveYa-ff: Chapter 1

Chris

“Mrs. Brown, we can talk about this rationally if you just come sit down with us…” Our therapist Dr. Rose speaks softly trying to get Rita out of the bathroom. I was tired of trying! It’s been two months since the blow up at our wedding party, and I haven’t talking to Nicki or Rita.

*the door squeaks as it opens*

“I prefer Rita!” she says with puffy eyes as she walks over to her side of the couch. I grab some tissues and she snatches them from me.

Dr. Rose takes her seat in front of us “Well I will be sure to address you as such Rita, and I apologize if I offended you.” She says crossing her legs. Maybe it was the lack of sex I was getting, but she was looking good as hell today. I need to get me some FAST!

Rita shook her head adjusting herself in the seat “…no I’m fine. We can proceed…”

Dr. Rose smiles from me to Rita “Okay….so tell me where the latest issues are coming from? It says here, that Rita had to call the police on you for irate behavior outside of her home?” she looks at me with a confused face

“It wasn’t like that at all…” I take a deep breath

“It was just like that! You came to my house yelling because you think I had an abortion. I told you time after time I lost the baby Chris, but no….you think everyone lies all the time like you!” Rita snaps

I have to count to 10 before I end up snapping myself “When have I lied to you Rita?”

“Oh I didn’t wear a condom…but I did…but then again I don’t remember…I was just missing you…I fucked Teyana once…maybe twice…I need you Rita…I can’t be the father…I’m not talking to Nicki no more…or Teyana..We’re just friends…How the fuck am I suppose to believe anything you say?” she yells after mocking me

“Well I got texts from you saying you didn’t want the baby and you didn’t even tell me when you did lose it, so how am I supposed to believe you? I fucked up, yes, but you knew I was messing around with Nicki! You had sex with me right after I was with her and you were 100% aware of it. Do I think I got her pregnant, NO, but I’m not going to leave her out with nothing if I am the dad? I have tried to be there for you since shit went down, YOU are the one quick to give up when shit goes down, not me! You hid the fact that you were pregnant for a whole month, and then decide to throw it in my face when you get mad. You’re the one who needs to grow up Rita!” I say standing to leave

Dr. Rose stands in front of me “Chris this is what we need. She needed to hear that, and you needed to get it out. Please don’t leave…not right now…you’re finally opening up” she rubs her hand up and down my arm, and my tension lowers. I turn back around and sit on the couch with my head in my hands.

“….Chris…can you pass me a tissue?” I hear Rita’s small voice speak. I look over and her eyes are misty and red. I grab the box next to me, and give her two. She doesn’t snatch this time, and even says thank you. I guess all she needed was for me to tell her ass the truth.

We spend the next 45 minutes going over exercises we can do to make our relationship stronger, and she even participates.

“Well guys it seems as if our time is up today. We made some amazing progress, and I think we’re on track faster than expected. Next session is a week from today, and if you need me for anything, you both have my phone number.” She gives us both a big hug, and leads us to the exit.

The walk to her car was silent, but she stayed close. My arm wrapped around her almost seemed foreign at this point, but I missed it. This was my wife…this IS my wife! I need to get her back.