WhenILoveYa-ff:

WhenILoveYa-ff: Chapter 4.2

Amber

I stuffed myself in my bedroom the entire time Chris was in the office painting. I had to drown myself in work just so I wouldn't think about what almost happened. I’m so embarrassed! How could I have done that? Ugh I’m so stressed out with my non existing marriage that I was willing to do anything. I am attracted to Chris, but….

“Yo, Amber?” Chris pops his head in my room catching me off guard. I take my glasses off, and motion for him to come in. He’s taken his shirt off and is looking better than I thought he would. Amber…focus!

“Umm…yeah? You finish?” I ask hoping off of the bed

He wipes the excess paint on his now stained jeans “Uh nah, actually I ran out of paint. The design I made is beast though, I hope you like it!”

“Ooooweee I’m excited! Can I go look?” I ask excitedly

He chuckles “Let me cover your eyes first” his big warm hands cover my face as I place mine on top of his. I happily stumble down the long hallway as Chris purposely bumps me into walls and tables. I feel for anything in front of me as we finally stop walking. “You ready?” Chris speaks lowly

“Yesssss Chris!” I squeal. He removes his hand from my eyes, and the sight before me in astonishing. There is a wall filled with roses at least 3 feet tall with what seems to be rose buds floating in the wind. It seems so real, and I honestly didn't expect this.

I cover my mouth and turn to him “I don’t know what to say Chris…”

“I think that’s a good thing” he says blushing

“Chris, honestly..if I knew you were this amazing, I wouldn't have had you just painting my walls. This is beyond beautiful.” I almost get teary eyed by the sight of it. I expected plain walls painted, and he gave me something no one has ever done for me. My own husband won’t even send me flowers, let alone give me a wall of them.

He smiles “Thank you! A beautiful rose, for a beautiful Dr. Rose”

“Stop it Christopher” I blush hiding my face

“No, I mean it. Your husband is crazy to not tell you this every single day. I can finish your wall tomorrow when I get more paint. Well that is if you’re not busy?” he bends over picking up the empty paint cans and brushes off of the floor.

I smile stepping in front of him “I’d love that” without thinking I press my lips against his, and it is everything I expected it to be. I refuse to break the kiss, and he finally gives in. He drops everything behind him, and his hands go straight for my ass. It has been a year since anyone but me has grabbed anything over here, and I need this. Chris’ soft lips go from under my ear to that one spot on my neck he knew I couldn't resist. He swiftly picks me up, and leads me down the hall to the master bedroom while his lips go back to attacking mine. “Yes Chris…” I moan pressing my body against his. He finally places me on my feet, and I quickly begin to undress as he falls back onto the bed. His eyes never leave mine. I strip out of my shorts and tank, and I’m left standing in front of him with nothing but my lacy panty and bra set I recently picked up. I step closer, and his lips go right for my bikini line. I throw my head back, and in a moment’s notice his demeanor changes…

I look down and something is wrong…. “Chirs…?” I ask lowly

“I can’t…” he answers in almost a whisper “…I can’t do this Amber…” he stands, and I don’t know how to feel. Embarrassed? Even more rejected? Maybe it is me….

I don’t know why, but I feel like I’m going to cry. I grab my shirt off of the floor throwing it back on “Um..uh yeah, I’m sorry. You can uh, go get your shirt out of the um office” I turn around praying he can’t see my now red face. I can’t hold this in!