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WhenILoveYa: Chapter 17

Nicki

Without hesitation I get my tickets and find my way at the airport on the way thru LAX. First, I need to get in touch with Chris' dumb ass, and then find Drake and kill him. I pull out my phone

Nicki: I'm in town, and you need to meet with me ASAP

Chris: So now you want to meet with me? I'm guessing you met with the lawyers

Nicki: Chris just meet with me right now. I'm just getting off the plane.

Chris: I feel like I need to be with a lawyer when I meet with you. You play too many games for me.

Nicki: Chris no one is playing with you!

Chris: Where do you want to meet?"
Nicki: We can meet at the Starbucks right by the airport.

Chris: Aight, but I'm not coming in. Just come to my car.

I let out a deep sigh. I am not ready for this shit...

Nicki: Fine Chris!

Chris: I about to get in the car now, I'll text you when I get there.

I order us both some coffee, and cake pops. I'm trying to lighten the tension, but I already know how this is going to end. I need Chris to just trust me on this. It takes him literally no time to get here. I see his black truck pull up, and I'm instantly scared. I walk out holding our coffees and he steps out the car to help. He's as handsome as ever. Tall, slender, and with eyes to die for.

"Let me get that." His husky voice speaks and I remember why I fell for him. This man is definitely a looker.

"Thanks." I give him a light smile as he opens the door for me.

He gets in the car and leans back in his seat. He lets out a sigh, and I can see the anger in his demeanor. I can't hide from this anymore.

"So how far along are you?" He asks finally looking my way.

I smile. "I'll be four months in 3 weeks." I lift my shirt, and literally my bump looks like I just ate a good meal. Thank God I've always been very tiny. Hiding this just keeps getting harder.

"What do you want to have?" He asks poking my belly button

I actually let out a genuine smile. "I pray she looks like her mama."

He laughs. "You sure you want a girl." I look at him, and feel awful. He looks so happy to see a growing baby, and I'm 100% sure it is not his. He could be with his wife, happy with a baby, but I had to fuck it up."

"Chris..." I say lowering my shirt. "I know there aren't enough sorries in the world to make you forgive me, but I just wanted to say that I am really sorry for what I did. I really felt like shit when you left me for her. I really thought I had a chance, Chris. I see love when I see you two around one another. You deserve someone who will make you happy, and that is her. Get her back! But honestly Chris, this baby is not yours. I know you have no reason to believe me, but even the dates don't add up. You have to trust me on this."

I can see his mood change. "How am I supposed to "trust" you when you literally are the reason my wife left me. She blames me to this day, for her losing the baby. How am I supposed to get that time back with her? How am I supposed to go back time and be there for her when she lost it?" He asks and I see the anger coming back

"Chris..." My voice cracks. "It was a stupid, selfish thing to do, but I was mad! You left and literally married the woman you claimed was just your "friend". I felt like shit and I wanted the both of you to feel like shit too. It was childish, and I admit that! But you have to understand that I didn't mean for any of this to happen. I'm so sorry I basically fucked up your life!" I can't believe I'm in this man's car crying my eyes out.