WhenILoveYa-ff:

WhenILoveYa-ff: Chapter 6

Teyana

I can’t help but laugh until tears are in my eyes. Chris and I were outside playing ball together when he decided he wanted to talk. I swear Chris can’t stay out for shit for a week. “Chrissssss…..” I try to speak but my side is hurting from laughing so hard.

He stands there trying to hold in his laugh himself “It’s not funny Tey!”

“Yes it is! You are a great friend Chris, but you need to work on your “being faithful” skills” I say wiping my tears away with my shirt “…so what are you going to do?”

He lets out a sigh “Man I don’t know! We have a session tomorrow, and Amber keeps texting me. I told her that should have never happened, but she’s not hearing it!” He exclaims

“Damn…”

“And on top of that, I got a whole baby somewhere in Texas, and my baby mama not answering the damn phone!” Chris says finally shooting the ball and making it.

I grab the ball and throw it back to him “Look Chris, I can’t say too much of anything because you brought all of this on yourself!” he huffs shooting the ball, but misses. I catch the ball throwing it at him harder “Don’t get an attitude with me Christopher! You knew you weren't ready for marriage, you knew you shouldn't have become “BFF’s with that tramp, and you don’t fuck bitches without a condom! As far as you know, that’s probably not your baby anyway. What woman ignores the so called father of her child like this unless she’s unsure? If anything she should be trying to take all your damn money! Use your head Breezy, and stop thinking with your dick. You and Mijo….” I have to take a breath thinking about them… “…you too just need to take a step back and think about what’s really important…”

He plops down on to the ground and I take a seat next to him. He lets out a deep sigh “Okay! So if you were me, what problem would you tackle first?”

“Rita…” I say simply resting my head on his shoulder “Rita is what you need. Maybe you two rushed into marriage, but you guys definitely love each other. Even I can see that and I've been Ray Charles to your bullshit for damn near 11 years I giggle and he finally starts to chuckle… “Talk to her and tell her what you want and what you don’t want, and if it’s meant to be, it will….”

“So you think Rita is good for me?” he looks down at me

I give a weak smile “She makes you glow Chris. You are so different with her! You weren't a player, you were genuine with your feelings, and you became a man for her. I know she’s great for you” I wrap my arms around my best friend, and I pray he’s listening

“So we solved my issues with Rita, now what about Amber and Nicki?” He asks throwing his arms over my shoulders

I just shake my head “Honestly they don’t matter. If Nicki is pregnant get you’re fucking rights as a father and take care of your kids. As for Amber, you just need to tell her that you can’t play her little games and you can’t see her any more. Not as a patient or a friend. You’re going to have to stop all of the bullshit that keeps getting you in trouble, and do better.”

“I figured that much…shit. And we got a session tomorrow…”

I stand pulling him up with me “Well Breezy, you know what you have to do!”

“Yeah, find you a man!” he laughs throwing me over his shoulder. I feel so carefree and open when I’m with him. I smile honestly and think freely when I’m in his presence. I just have to get over him…I don’t know how…but I have to…

…..everything has changed…will it always be this way?

Rita