Fragile Heart

36 (final chpt)

MAYAS POV
I felt the heat rise throughout my petit frame. I was an active volcano, building up the tension until I would finally let go and explode.

"Come on baby..." Logan's hands wandered my body and before I knew it , I exploded.

I lunged my knee into his testicles and stumbled out of his house. I felt the crisp air hit my face and my feet continued to move, I didn't know if or when they would stop. My mind was cluttered with vivid images of Logan chasing after me so I continued to head towards safety.

I couldn't help but feel proud, I was finally the girl I had always come across as. I was a warrior, I didn't need any man to come in and save me. I felt a sense of relief and power surge through me as I crossed each house, getting closer and closer to my safe haven, Josh's arms.

Josh... He was telling the truth, trying to protect me from this chaos...moments like these made me realize how much I want him, how much I need him.I'm in love with him and I know we will have issues but what relationship doesn't? I know I want to try and work this out because the alternative is far worse. I wish I could fly, because all I wanted to do in this moment is fly to him. I needed his embrace, his warm masculine scent that alerted my body that I was in a safe place. I wanted to see his smile, the one that gave me chills each and every time it made a guest appearance. I couldn't wait, I couldn't wait to join the mess that was Josh. Anyone could tell you this, we are two stupid, young teenagers that probably won't last a year but I wanted to be that with Josh. I know what I want now and I know that I'm insane. I know that we will hurt each other over and over and that we are poison, but how I feel not knowing that I didn't try, well that's worse.

I could finally see Riley's apartment, my heart vamped itself up and continued to work up the stairs towards the Matthews house.

I tripped through the door with my emotions all over the place, I was hoping Josh would be able to pick them up.

"Hey guys!" I hollered.

Everyone's face sagged, tears were streaming down Riley's face, and Mr.Matthews had his face planted in his hands.

Mrs.Matthews slowly glided towards me and squeezed me, I felt my body shut down in that moment.

Warm liquid fell down my cheeks like a leaky faucet and I fell to the ground unable to control my scattered emotions. I felt like there was a house built on my chest, I couldn't breath.

I felt Riley's spaghetti arms curl around me and try to contain my screams.

"How?" I croaked.

"He was coming for you, Maya. Another car smashed into his. His parents are saying good bye to his body now and I can't stop crying.. He was so young Maya" Riley squeezed me tighter.

I felt like I was dead, everything inside of me collapsed and I didn't want to build myself up. Why do I destroy everything? Why do I make everybody leave? My heart felt like it was being wrung out..Who knew? Maya Hart wasn't made of stone? 

A/n there is still a lot of questions unanswered so I'll make an epilogue with questions you have below :) comment questions and I will answer them! LOVE YOU ALL... sorry for the twist ending