Lonely eyes

Chapter 16

Colton's P.O.V
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As we walk I could tell how anxious she was, I could tell how she didn't understand what I was doing earlier at the park, I smile at her innocence. I lean in grabbing her hip pulling her into my side as I whisper "teasing." She looks up at my with confusion in her eyes. I chuckle kissing her forehead as we continue to walk, I'm not sure what's gonna happen when we get back to my house but I couldn't wait I find out.

"At the park, the way I was making your body feel," I lean in kissing her neck making her step stutter. I smile as I continue whispering, breathing on her earlobe "this warmth that's rushing over your thighs, this way." I kiss her neck again, nipping the skin softly, I hold her hips to mine with one arm wrapped around hers holding them their.

"It's called teasing." I say once more before kissing her, we have now stopped walking just standing here as she crosses her legs. I know she's turned on, I smirk grabbing her hand and pulling her along with me. She blushes causing me to chuckle, "what babe?" She looks down. "Is it really that obvious, that I didn't know what you were doing to me? And can I tease you? Like do you have turn on spots, like my neck and you clawing my back..." She drifts off covering her face with a cheeky smile.

I lift her chin up having her look me in the eyes. "No baby, I just know how innocent you are. Don't ever be embarrassed to ask me sexual question there's nothing I wouldn't give time to explain.. No matter how awkward or simple it might be. And yes you can tease me and yes I have turn on spots, but I'm gonna let you find those on your own. Plus baby you have way more then just your neck and back, and this feeling you feel. It's you turned on which means I'm doing my job right." I wink kissing her cheek then continuing, "let's get home and if you want I'll show you all the ways I can drive your body wild." I couldn't help the smirk that grows across my face as she nods her head frantically yes.

I laugh to myself knowing she probably doesn't know how to handle the horniness that is taking over her right now. And I couldn't wait to help her through it.

I bite my lip trying to subpress the thoughts flowing through my head, just trying to wait till we get home. To touch her, this time I wasn't scared this time I wasn't going to pull away from her. She was my drug and maybe just once I should let myself enjoy the full high.

Her hand squeezes mine gaining my attention, I look down at her smiling and humming in my throat as in asking what she needed. She nods her head toward the direction we were walking, just a few feet from my house, as she asks "who's at your house?, is your mom home?" Her eyes light up with excitement as from before this point I had managed to avoid them meeting. But my feeling wasn't neutral, my head snapped up my body no longer loose and relax, no longer in the mood. I stood tall and tense as the my instincts went from wanting to pleasure Alex to wanting to protect her.

"Shit." I mumbled hoping that maybe just maybe my mother would be partially sober enough to hold a genuine conversation, to seem the least bit normal.

But as we reach the front porch I could hear her stumbling feet hit into the floor with loud heavy thuds, her slurring words cooing at James. I groaned, this time I caught Alex attention and as she looked at me with confusion all I could say was, " I'm sorry, I'm so sorry..." I drifted off as I opened the front door stepping in gaining my mothers attention. In her hand was a bottle of scotch three quarters empty, I look at James who stands behind her his hand on the lower of her back.

"Is that the bottle we just got last night?" I ask knowing damn well that it was, and that she just got home less then 30 minutes ago. My blood begins to boil, James eyes fill with sympathy and slight annoyance as he nods his head yes. I breathe through my nose my finger tips rubbing my temple, I turn to Alex who stands in the corner by the door taking in everything. "I'm so sorry baby.." I plead with sadness, "I'm so sorry... Please go upstairs." I ask looking in her eyes I was more begging then asking. My shoulders slouched with relief as she agrees and heads up the stairs in silence, I turn and head to my mother with every nerve on fire with anger.

I snatch the bottle from her hand and James steps in front of her, "Colton.. Don't" I ignore him stepping around him and grabbing her arm thrusting my mother to my face her body limp in my grasp, "this is fucking ridiculous, you need to stop! This bullshit is out of hand we get it mom! Your hurt its time to get over it.. It's time to fix this you need to stop!" My blood boils as my voice raises, I yell "your a fucking mess we got this fucking bottle yesterday! It hasn't even been an hour since you've been home, this is ridiculous!" Her eyes roll in and out of her skull,"I lovve you sronny, I'm slurry.." She slurs her words leaning into my side, I push her off me as I begin in again gripping tighter around her arm as she stumbles back onto the couch. "You fucking ruin everyth.."

I'm interrupted by James grabbing under my arm and across my chest throwing me away from her, my grip slipping from her arm. "You need to go." He says looking me in my eyes his face set in a serious warning matter, his voice strong and stern. "Now." He says, I groan in anger throwing the damn near empty bottle across the room it shatters as it hits the wall.

I stand up puffing out my chest as my body recoils with pure anger I scream, "what do you care! Why the hell do you stick around here! There's nothing for you here! Your nothing!" I couldn't care anymore I pull back, my hand clench shut my knuckles white, my palm stringing as my nails bite into the flesh, as I go to lunge forwards a small hand grabs my wrist pulling me to the door I yank my arm wanting to swing at James. But the grip around my wrist tightens, "Colton don't.." My body relax, my mind calms to her voice I turn to Alex pulling on my arm her small frame begging for me to follow, I turn to James who's face is scowled with hurt and fear. I couldn't believe I was about to hit the only father I had, over my mothers stupidity. I run a hand threw my hair, "you should go." James says as he turns bending over peeling my mother off the couch.

"Come on baby." She says her hand moved up to my bicep pulling towards the door as she grabs the keys from the hook hanging by the door. I look over to my mother just once more before shaking my head and following Alex outside slamming the door behind me. Wishing just wishing I didn't ever have to go back to that house, to my drunk mother, to the face James made when I raised my hand to him.

To this house that only miles between me and it would only fix everything in it, only then just maybe would everything be ok again...