Lonely eyes

Chapter 18

Alex P.O.V.
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I wake up naked and pressed against Colton, last night was amazing. At first I was scared and it hurt but as Colton took control and eased through it, talking me through the things he was doing to my body he told me when I did good and made sure everything felt good. I remember the way his voice was soft but deep, gentle but teasing, the reminders of the way he touched me, talked to me... Loved me. Goose bumps cover my skin and I smile down at my body laying on top of Colton's, this was the first time since last night I really allow my eyes to roam and admire his body, from his tone muscles to the defined V that slides down along his hips. I notice how our bodies press against each other, every curve muscle and space, every flaw bump or increase of our bodies fits perfectly to the others. As if we were a puzzle. We fit like every missing piece finally findings its partner.

I've never been the kind of girl that's really insecure about her body in all and all I like it, my breast aren't to big but aren't to small either, my stomach is healthily flat with fait outlines of my abs. My hips are defined, very curved and for a skinny girl I have a pretty nice butt. Yah there's days where my hair isn't perfect where I just hate how I look but it's just a girl thing. I'm broken away from my wondering thoughts to Colton's long smooth fingers wrapping around my shoulder rubbing circles into the skin, I blink coming back to reality and smile up at him. I shift my body weight where I'm no longer laying on my side but on top of his chest my hands folded under my chin as he plays with my hair, smoothing it down and behind my ear.

He smiles leaning up and pressing a small soft kiss to my lips, " your so beautiful" he says as his eyes glimmer with lust and love I blush and push away from him giggling as I hide my face in my elbow as I whisper, "thanks."

Colton finger slides under my chin gently pulling my head towards him, as he looks me in the eyes his warm smile showing those perfect teeth of his and that smile that makes me melt, he says "hey now don't hide that beautiful face from me." I giggle rolling off him into my back, "aww some ones blushing!" Colton tease as he shift to his side holding his weight with his hip and elbow slightly hovering over me as the white sheets of the hotel bed is the only thing between us.

I grab the pillow and throw in over my face laughing when I move it to see Colton pouting down at me, "awe what's wrong babe?" I question playfully as I wrap my arms around his neck, he hesitantly moves to where he's hovering directly above me, our legs intertwined together. I blush as I feel the end of him brush against my bare thigh, Colton blushes also "I-I'm sorry.. I can't help it you just so damn hot.. I'll m-move" he stutters as he shuffled to get off me but I wrap my fingers up around his bicep and shoulder framing him in my arms, I lean up kissing his cheek then say "it's ok baby.. Please don't move away.." I blush as I say the last part.

Colton freezes but then let's his body relax back to where he was, I notice how his eyes occasionally fall to my chest but quickly move back to my eyes. He's such a sweetheart I think to my self as I smile and say "you can look you know? I mean it's nothing you didn't already see last night." Red rushes like a wave across his cheeks as he bites his bottom lip and moves the sheet covering me down to my waist line and let's his eyes wonder. I have to say it was a little awkward till his hand fell to the skin of my stomach, my eyes never leave his face searching for any sign of displeasure. But all my worry washes away as he breathes "God your so perfect." Moving his hands from my hip to the skin covering my faint abs and hesitantly cupping my left breast, i moan in my throat from the warmth of his hand around my body. His eyes lock with mine as he leans down pressing kisses to my collar bone then wrapping his tongue around the nipple of my right breast as his hand is still massaging my left side.