Lonely eyes

Chapter 7

**Kasy's and Jess's image may be a little different then describe in last chapter that's cause I couldn't find exact same people so yeah CX what Jess looks like shown next chapter**
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Alex P.O.V
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After English the day couldn't drag on any slower, I couldn't believe Colton felt the same. I sit with impatient jitters as my eyes flicker to Colton at the corner of the art room as he smiles at me knowing he's just as excited for school to be over with for the day so we can talk over the note. And I have to admit I'm nervous as all hell, I've never had a boyfriend before and I might be getting one after only knowing him for like 3 days. But three days or three years I feel like I've known him for years and you can't sit there and say you've never felt this way.

The butterflies in my stomach explode with the sound of the bell ringing off in my ears as I stand and gather all my stuff with shaky hands pressing it close to my chest as I head towards Colton watching as he does the same.

"I'm going to drop off this stuff in my locker then met you at your car okay?" I ask once I'm standing beside him.

He nods and shoots me that smile that makes my heart flutter but melt with warmth at the same time, I nod as I walk out of the class room and practically run slash skip to my locker wanting nothing more than to be by his side again.

I rushingly open my locker as I swing it open and throw my stuff in, my hand almost gets slammed inside the locker as some jock comes running by and hitting it close purposely but he throws up his hands while saying "Oops my bad slut"

I glare into the direction he had disappeared to as I pull my phone and earbuds from my pocket, connecting them together as I press shuffle on my play list and walk towards Colton's car with my music blaring in my ears settling my now anger and upset mood.

By the time I make it out to Colton car my fowl mood has pretty much up and left me as I see Colton leaning up against his car, arms crossed over his chest and one leg propped up on the car as his eyes wonder around my face and a smile makes its way across his mouth when he sees me smile at him.

As I get closer to the car I know he can tell that's something's bothering me but I try playing off like I'm perfectly fine as I come up in front up him. "Hi." I smile at his cool boy poster against the car.

"Hey cutie" he winks at me causing my cheeks to heat with blush as we climb into the car and get buckled, "You alright?" He asks as he settle on to the road glancing over to me and back to where he's driving.

"Yah.. When I was putting my art stuff back into my locker this jock kid came running up and almost slammed my hand into my locker and as he walked away he sarcastically said 'oops my bad slut'" I explain while looking down at my lap knowing it wasn't worth lying to him cause he always knew when I was, but I try to not let him see the tears that threatened my water line as I fiddle with my phone.

He comes to a stop at the stop light and looks at me as he says, "then your not ok.. Alex that's not ok" I can hear the concern in his voice so I look up and connect his eye contact as I say,"I know, but it happens and I'm use to it."

He sighs and brings a hand up to move the stray hair from my face to behind my ear then settles up on my cheek as he begins to talk again.

"It's sad... when you get hurt so much that you can actually say that your use to it.." My eyes search his face and take a quick glance of his lips as I lick my own.

His hand falls onto the steering wheel as the light changes to green, "yah... well I can say I'm use to a lot of things, not all good... actually more then half not good but I can honestly say I'm not use to this feeling I get when I'm with you"

I say as I continue to stare at him even thou his eyes are glued on the road ahead of him. He glances at me from the corner of his eye as he smile and says "is it at least a good feeling?" I knew he knew the answer to that question but I answer anyway.

"Yeah... yeah it's an amazing feeling... not a feeling I'm use to."

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Colton puts the car into park and I look up from my phone to see that were out side the park. I smile up towards Colton as I ask "why are we here?"

He smiles and says "cause I kinda like it here, and I know you do too so I thought what a better place to talk then this.. Since neither of us wanna be at home."

I know he knows why I don't want to go home but I wonder why he doesn't? I let the thought drop as I climb out the car, Colton already on my side as he takes my hand to help me out. I murmur a thanks as electricity shoots in pluses to where his skin is against mine, almost strong enough to make my knees quiver.

Colton followed close behind as I walk towards the swings, I take the one in the middle as always. He smiles at me as he takes the one to my left and says "you like the swings huh?"

I nod my head as I look up at the chains and say "they make me feel like a kid again.. I love being here.. especially at night. That's the best time to go swinging cause it places me closer to the stars." I kick at the bark at my feet as I look back at him, knowing well enough he doesn't know my connection with the stars yet.

He grabs hold of the chains and begins just swaying back and forth with the wind. "Soo" he says catching my attention back to him.

"Sooo?" I question with a small laugh.

"That note." He smiles as he watches my grip on the chains tighten slightly and my cheeks fill with blush. I smile down at my conversed covered feet as I say "yeah... I didn't except you to feel the same way honestly"

I turn towards him as I notice him move from his seat and begin to stand upon the swing gripping the chains further up. He hums in his throat as he looks down at me as he says "why you say that?"

"Well because... your you and I'm me" I say while looking up at him fascinated by his movements. He stops whatever he's doing with the chains and stares into my eyes then jumps down placing his hands above mine on my swing chains as he leans in and says,

"Don't ever down grade your self like that.. your beautiful and an amazing person, why would you be below me... or anyone else for that matter sweetie" I stiffen as I feel his breath against my lips as he speaks.

I lick my lips as I begin to say "it's what I see in the mirror..." I look down at his chest as it's what blocking my feet and continue talking, "I see some one that no one will ever admire or be better then... I see myself as a flawed..." " I think you need a new mirror" I get cut off by his talking I look up to see he had moved in a little closer.

"I know we just met.. but Alex I have this over whelming feeling of never wanting to leave your side.. to protect and even..." he hesitates with his words as he continues my full attention on his lips, "love you.. I want to know everything about you and I want to see your dark secrets and help you I want to be the sun of your happiness... sweetie I know this is crazy but I think... I think I love..." I cut him off by no longer being able to control myself and press my lips to his.

He stumbles back a step taken by surprise then quickly regains him self kissing back as he guides me to my feet and press my body to his. Sadly the kiss breaks and I say, "if this is crazy then let's make it insane... cause Colton I think I love you to"

The smile that lights his face is contagious as I begin smiling just as idiotic as his is, "Alex will you be mine" he ask pulling me closer to him.

I wrap my arms around his torso leaning my head against his broad chest as I smile while saying with ease "yes".