Kpop One Shots

As My Ex (Jackson Got7)

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~Jackson's P.O.V.~

She reminds me of my past. My ex girlfriend. Maybe that's why I asked her out. Because I see my past in her. What I want to go back to the most. I feel bad, I'm only using her. "Mara?" I turn to her.

"Yeah?" She smiles back at me. Today is our three month anniversary, and we're going out. And I, Jackson Wang, am officially the worst boyfriend ever.

"I love you." I said, too nervous to say anything else. She looked shocked for minute. Then she smiled sweetly.

"I love you too oppa." She said pulling me in for a sweet kiss.

~Author's P.O.V.~

~After the Date~

"Now or never." Jackson said to himself. "Mara?"

She turned around with a smile on her face. "Yes oppa?"

Jackson swallowed nervously. "I... I..." He stuttered.

"What is it oppa? You can tell me anything." Mara assured him.

"I.. I've been using you." Jackson finally blurted out. Mara looked confused. "I... You're just like my ex. The one I really love... The one I want to go back to the most." He confessed. "The thing is, when I'm with you... I don't see you. I only see my ex..." Mara was shocked. She nodded slowly as it suck in. He never loved her. He only loved his ex... and she just happened to have her characteristics.

"I understand. Thank you for a wonderful three months of my life. I'm leaving." She said as she got up. As she walked past him, she stopped and said, "Don't feel bad. It'll pass. But try and get over her for me okay? And when you find your soulmate, treat her like a princess okay? Don't be sorry." She said as she kissed his cheek and left. Jackson was shocked. She left. Just like that. And if he only saw her as his ex, then why did this break up leave a gaping hole in his heart?

Mara walked off, and as soon as she left his apartment, she broke into tears. It hurt so much. After the last break up, she had promised herself she wouldn't fall for the wrong person again. But she did. And when she fell, she fell hard. "I'm stupid." She muttered to herself. "Stupid to fall again. Especially after I promised myself I wouldn't." She left the apartment building and walked to the park the was close by. "Stupid, stupid, stupid." She said as she hit herself.

~3 Weeks Later~

Mara was in her room. When she wasn't working or eating, she was in her room, staring at the wall. While she was staring at the wall, the doorbell woke her out of her reverie. Over and over it rang. "I'm coming!" She yelled, starting to get frustrated. She opened the door, and then immediately shut it again. But the person opened the door anyways. "Get out! I don't want to see you." She said as she walked back to her room.

"Wait! Mara!" Jackson yelled, as he followed her.

"I told you to get over me. Now get out!" She yelled back.

"Wait! Please! Just hear me out." He begged. She opened the door to her room.

"You have ten minutes." She said coldly. Jackson immediately bounced up and walked into her room.

"I'm gonna get straight to the point okay? I know I said that I only see my ex in you... but I was wrong. I love you for who you are." He paused.

"And you had to break me to find that out." Mara said sarcastically.

"I know. That was dumb of me. But please... after you left, there was a huge hole in my heart, something even my ex didn't leave. And I was with her for 3 years. That's when I figured that something was wrong. I love you Mara, and only you." He finished. Mara sat on the bed, staring at him. Suddenly, she pulled him into a kiss. Without hesitation, he wrapped his arms around her waist. "I'm sorry." He whispered when they broke apart.

"Don't leave me." She whispered.

"Never." Jackson promised.