Kpop One Shots

My Hope, My Angel (J-Hope BTS)

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"Will you be my girlfriend?" He asked, shyly handing her a bouquet of flowers. 

She accepted the bouquet, a wide smiled crossing her lips. "Yes." She breathed. 

~Eight Months Later~

"I love you." He breathed against her lips.

"I love you too." She answered, as she kissed him again.

~Two Years Later~

"Will you marry me?" He asked on one knee.

She smiled, tears flowing out of her eyes, her hand covering her mouth. "Yes." 

~One Year Later~

"I'm sorry, but you have cancer." J-Hope almost fell over, completely shocked. Things weren't supposed to turn out this way. He was engaged to the love of his life, his high school sweetheart. BTS was also about to debut. This couldn't be happening. 

His fiancee, Angel, was just as shocked as he was. "How bad is it?" She asked, through her pale lips. 

"You have about one year." The doctor answered. "We can do surgery, but it is not guaranteed that it will work. The surgery will be highly dangerous and you have a high chance of not making it out."  

Angel let out a shaky sigh. "Thanks. Can we get a moment alone please?" The doctor nodded before leaving. She took a seat beside J-Hope, wrapping her arms around him in a hug. 

His hands were shaking as he spoke, his voice trembling. "I'm dying." He whispered to himself. "I'm dying and nobody can save me." Angel buried her face in his chest, tears threatening to spill out. "Sweetie don't cry." He said numbly, his trembling hands coming up to rub her back.

~Six Months Later~

"It's gotten worse. You have to get surgery, before it's too late." The doctor said. 

J-Hope nodded. "I expected this." Angel squeezed his hand. 

"In three days, I can do it." The doctor informed him.

"Okay." J-Hope got up. Angel got up as well, and as they walked to the car, Angel opened up her arms to comfort him, but he ignored her and kept walking. Angel stared after him, watching as he got in the car. "Are you coming?" He asked, as he poked his head out from in the car. 

Angel nodded and got in as well. The ride home was silent and when they arrived, both got out of the car, and went in. J-Hope immediately headed to his room, and Angel wandered slowly around. Stopping at the piano, she sat down, her soft small fingers moving across the keys. 

J-Hope came out of their room, sitting down beside her. When she finished, he wrapped his arms around her, but she just got up. "Sweetie." J-Hope got up, following her to the kitchen where she began to prepare food. "Angel." She turned around.

"Now you finally acknowledge me?" She snapped a little. 

"What are you talking about?" J-Hope asked.

"I was there for you, and did you even respond to me? No!" She said as she turned back around. 

J-Hope wrapped his arms around her from the back. "Sweetie I'm sorry okay?" He said almost sarcastically.

Angel shook his arms off. "You can find me when you're really sorry."

J-Hope snapped. "I said I'm sorry what more do you want?" He slammed his fist on the table. "You don't know what it's like being me. I'm on the brink of death Angel. There might not be a happily ever after for me. I might not live to see tomorrow. Do you know how hard that is? Knowing that I'm going to die within a year. Having an expiry date hanging over you head, like you're an object or something? Knowing that your end is right around the corner? Knowing that I'm going to die." His voice quieted down. "I'm dying. Angel. I'm dying."

Angel turned around, tears falling slowly down her cheeks. "I'm sorry." She whispered. "I don't know what you're feeling, I can't relate. But recently, you've just been so distant. It hurts. You might leave me soon, and yet I feel like I'm being pushed away. There's this chasm between us, and it's growing bigger. And soon I won't be able to jump over it anymore."

J-Hope wrapped his arms around her. "I'm going to have to do surgery in three days. In three days, I might never see this world again. I want to go around, explore." Angel nodded.

The next three days were spent going places they had never been to before, spending time with BTS, whose debut with J-Hope was now only just a dream. 

The third day came, and J-Hope was being prepared for his surgery. Before they wheeled him in, BTS was there to say good bye. Angel was there and she spoke last. "I love you. See you later, my hope." She smiled at the little nickname.

"I love you too my angel." He answered, a small smile gracing his lips as he waved to BTS and was wheeled away. Angel was crying, BTS around her, trying to comfort her. 

Nervously, she twisted her engagement ring, counting the seconds until the doctor came out again.

~Two Years Later, On The Same Day~

"On this day," Angel started, "two years ago, my fiancee, my best friend, my boyfriend and my hope, left me. He was suffering from brain cancer, and didn't survive the surgery. I lost all hope that day. Until I had a dream. I dreamt he came back to me. He told me to stay strong, because he, my hope, would always be with me. So this song is dedicated to you. My love, my faith, my hope. This song is dedicated to you, Jung Hoseok, J-Hope."

Her fingers moved softly over the piano, as her voice drifting around the arena, filling the hearts of every fan there. BTS came out, joining her, supporting her as they sang for their lost brother. 

Once she finished, she got up from the bench. "He promised me forever and ever. I answered that we would never be apart." She smiled softly. "There will be a forever and ever for us. It's just that..." Her voice cracked. "We will be apart." V put a comforting hand on her shoulder. "Hobi, I hope that wherever you are now, you remember this until I come to see you. I love you." Her voice dropped to a whisper. "And I always will. Wait for me, my hope." 

All the fans were crying, Angel had tears running down her cheeks, and all of BTS was holding back tears. Jimin pulled Angel into a hug, her entire form sobbing. They got off stage, where Angel was given some tissues, and Jungkook finally let it all out, as he sobbed as well. Angel pulled him close, as the two who knew him best, who were closest to him, wept together.