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Jillian walked happily down the hall of the YG Entertainment, her visitor's pass flying around. As she got closer to the Big Bang studio, she heard voices arguing inside. "Even Jillian is biased towards you guys!" She heard Seungri yell through the slightly open door. "She only cares about you guys! It's not fair!" Something smashed. Jillian was about to walk through the door when she heard what Seungri said next. "Sometimes, I just wish she never appeared in our lives."
~Earlier that Day~
Big Bang was lounging around the studio, listening to Daesung recording in the studio. GD was sitting on the couch, playing on his phone. When Daesung finished, he came out and told GD it was his turn. GD nodded, but didn't move.
T.O.P. let out a frustrated groan. "Jiyong get your lazy butt in the recording studio right now."
GD looked up at his hyung. "I'm going okay?" But kept staring at his phone.
"Jiyong we don't have all day you know!" T.O.P. snapped.
"Woah take a chill pill bro. I'm going okay?" GD said, holding up his hands.
"Will you stop acting like that?" T.O.P. asked.
"Like what?" GD furrowed his brow. "As far as I know, I'm still the same. What's gotten into you? Are you PMSing?"
T.O.P. ran a hand through his hair. "Stop acting like this band is GD and the boys. You aren't the only one that matters in this band. And stop acting like you're still GD off stage."
The other three boys just watched the two argue. "Well I could say the same about you." GD smirked. "You act like you're big hot shot. T.O.P. the rapper."
Seungri frowned a little. They shouldn't even be talking. He always got the smallest parts in everything. Literally everything. "Guys you should stop." Taeyang interjected.
"Taeyang." GD laughed, not bothering to attach the hyung at the end. "You get everything too. Everything, all the parts, the songs, the attention. Everything that I work hard for."
Seungri grew red in rage. "You shouldn't be talking! Any of you!" He finally exploded. All four heads turned to him. Even Daesung who had kept silent the entire time. Seungri wasn't one to voice out his feelings. "None of you know how hard it is for me to try to work to the top. Only to be beaten down by people. To always get the smallest parts in everything! Even Jillian is biased towards you guys!" His face was turning even more red. "She only cares about you guys. It's not fair!" Seungri grabbed a cup sitting on the table and smashed it, trying to vent his anger. His shoulders sagged as he sank into the couch, holding his head in his hands. "Sometimes, I just wish she never appeared in our lives."
The four boys watched Seungri uncomfortably. They knew about his crush on Jillian. Suddenly a little sob was heard outside the door. Taeyang's head whipped around and he saw in the reflection of the mirror, Jillian. "Jillian!" Taeyang ran towards the door. Seungri turned around as well, only to see Jillian's back, running down the hall. He froze. There was no way that Jillian had just heard that.
"No." He croaked, getting up. "Please tell me that wasn't Jillian." Seungri begged, tears starting to pour out of his eyes. "I didn't mean that. I was just frustrated." He said, stumbling. Daesung grabbed his arm. "Let me go!" Seungri said trying to shake him off. "I need to go talk to her!"
"Let her calm down first. Youngbae hyung already went after her. He'll explain okay?" Daesung said, helping him sit on the chair.
~Taeyang and Jillian~
"Jillian wait!" Taeyang said as he ran after Jillian. She rounded a corner before running into somebody.
"I'm sorry." Jillian said, bowing.
"Hey Jill." The voice said. She had visited some many times, practically everybody at YG knew her.
Jillian looked up. "Oh hey oppa." She bowed at Tablo.
"Hey are you okay?" Tablo frowned, seeing the tears in her eyes. Jillian nodded slowly.
"Excuse me. I need to go oppa. I'll talk to you later okay?" Before Tablo could answer, Jillian had already run off.
"Jillian!" Taeyang said, catching up to her, finally being able to grab her arm. Jillian turned around, her eyes red from crying.
"What do you want?" Jillian spat. "Do you want to tell me that I shouldn't have stepped into your lives too?" She said venomously. Then she shook her head. "I'm sorry. I just..."
"No it's fine. I know it hurt. But Seungri didn't mean it. We were arguing about something stupid and he just lost it. He was really angry." Taeyang explained.
Jillian just smiled sadly. "It's when people are angry that they say true things. Because they don't have the clarity of mind to filter it."
Taeyang frowned. "You know what also happens when you're angry? You say a whole ton of stuff that has crossed your mind before, but you have dismissed as a silly idea. Just come back and let Seungri explain." He pleaded.
Jillian sighed. She turned around to walk back, but paused as she reached the door, hesitant to open the door. Her hand hovered above the doorknob, when Taeyang appeared beside her. "Jill, just let him explain." He whispered to her, opening the door. Seungri was sitting on the couch, with bloodshot eyes, Daesung and GD on either side trying to comfort him and T.O.P. standing awkwardly near by.
Seungri looked up when the door creaked, immediately jumping up when he saw Jillian. He bolted across the room, crushing her in a hug. "I'm sorry Jill. Please I really didn't mean that."
Jillian pulled away a little. "Let's go sit down." She said, her voice a little cold.
Seungri flinched but complied. Silently, the other four exited the room, giving them their space. "Jill..." He reached out a hand to put on her shoulder, but she flinched, so he dropped it. "I'm sorry. That wasn't meant for you to be heard..." He started nervously. Jillian scoffed. Seungri sighed. "What I mean is that...it's true I feel like you don't give me as much attention as the others. And it's not helping that I get the least parts in everything. I just sorta feel...I don't even know...neglected?"
Jillian nodded. "Actually..." She started but then paused. Seungri focused on her. "I sorta have been ignoring you lately..." She flushed a little and looked at the floor.
Seungri frowned. "Why? Is it something I did?"
Jillian shook her head. "It's not your fault. I just..." She trailed off again. "I-"
Seungri stopped her. "Wait Jill, before you say anything else." He pulled her closer and kissed her softly. Jillian wrapped her arms around his neck, pulling him closer. When they finally pulled away, both breathless, Seungri let out a smile. "That's why I was so annoyed. Because I like you Jill. And if you were ignoring me and paying more attention to the others, how was I going to win?"
Jillian smiled, burying her face his in his chest. "I payed more attention to the others because..." She hesitated. "Because I like you. And I couldn't hang out around you for long before I would go all nervous." She finally confessed.
Seungri smiled, pulling her head out of his chest. "You're so cute." He whispered, before pulling her into another sweet kiss.
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