Kpop One Shots

Smile (Daesung ft. Seungri BIGBANG)

***Ahhh this one's pretty bad and it relates back to Daesung's accident in 2011. I apologize for the crappiness once again :( ***

"Hey hyung. Do you want to go out today?" Seungri asked to Daesung who was just sitting down staring at a wall. Daesung shrugged. "Hyung. Stop staring at the wall and look at me."

Daesung just shook his head. "I killed someone Seungri. I took their life." He whispered softly. "I don't deserve to look anybody in the face anymore."

Seungri grunted in frustration. "You've been saying the same thing over and over again for the past week. Hyung, does it look like any of us are blaming you?" He took Daesung by the shoulders and turned him so they were face to face. "You need to pull yourself together. You haven't been outside for a week. And you haven't been interacting with your fans. Hyung, they're supporting you okay?" Daesung just nodded weakly. "Come on we're going out." 

Seungri pulled Daesung out of his chair and dragged him to put on some shoes. "Where are we going?" Daesung asked as Seungri dragged him along down the road.

"To the bubble tea shop and then the park." Seungri answered. Daesung nodded. 

~At the Bubble Tea Shop~

Daesung and Seungri entered the shop. There wasn't anybody there, except one girl, who was sitting in the corner, sketching. Every now and then, she would pause to take a sip of her bubble tea. 

Daesung watched her, as her face frowned in concentration. "Hyung." Seungri elbowed him. "What do you want?" He just shrugged. Seungri sighed. "Can I have two original bubble teas?" He pulled out his wallet to pay. "Hyung why don't you go find a table?" 

Daesung nodded, walking off to the corner where the girl was. She looked up from her work for a brief second, and saw Daesung approaching. Smiling lightly at him, she bent back down over her work. Seungri came over and put the two drinks on the table. "Why'd you choose a table so close to the corner?" Seungri asked, taking a long slurp from his drink.

Daesung just elbowed him and motioned to the drawing girl. Seungri let out a huge smile. "Abby!" Seungri said, getting out of his seat and going to the art girl. The girl, Abby, turned around.

"Hey Seungri." She smiled. Seungri got up from his chair and went over to her. Abby got up and gave him a hug. 

"It's been too long. How are you doing?" Seungri asked, sitting down on the chair across from her.

"Getting by. You gonna introduce me to you friend over there?" She asked, nodding her head at Daesung.

"Oh yeah. This is my band mate, Daesung." Seungri said, motioning for him to come over. Daesung came over and sat beside Seungri. Daesung nodded at her, and stared at the picture she drew. It was a vase of sunflowers, nicely drawn and neatly shaded. "So where are you going after?"

Abby shrugged. "I was thinking of going to the park to find something else to sketch. This vase of flowers is done." She said, gesturing to her picture. 

"We were too!" Seungri said excitedly. "Let's go!" Abby laughed and began to clean up her art supplies. Grabbing her bubble tea and her bag of stuff, they headed out of the shop together, followed by Daesung. 

Abby and Seungri walked a little ahead, catching up on things, while Daesung trailed behind them, staring at the back of Abby's glossy black head. 

"What happened to him?" Abby asked Seungri quietly.

"What do you mean?" Seungri asked back.

"He's depressed." She answered.

"How did you know?" Seungri frowned.

Abby sighed. "Seungri, you're hopeless. I've been there before remember?" 

"Oh yeah. Sorry. Well last week, he had an accident. He was driving and there was a guy on the road. And he killed him." Seungri explained vaguely.

Abby winced. "I'll talk to him. Can you like leave us alone for a little?" 

"Sure." Seungri nodded. They reached the park and Abby sat down on the bench, pulling out her sketchbook and a pencil. Daesung took a seat on the far end of the bench, calmly sipping his bubble tea while Seungri sat beside Abby.

Five minutes later, Seungri stood up. Abby looked up from her drawing, for a brief second, before turning her head back. "I'm gonna go for a walk." Seungri left.

Abby inched closer to Daesung, continuing her drawing. "So how's life?" She asked casually, her eyes fixed on her work.

Daesung shrugged, taking a sip from his drink. "Could be better." 

Abby nodded. "I heard what happened." Daesung winced. "And I know how you feel." She said. Daesung looked at her, wide eyed. She kept her eyes on her work. "I was 17, four years ago, with a beautiful family, one brother and loving parents." Her hand moved along the paper as she talked. "Everything was perfect. But one night, we were going out for dinner. And I was arguing with my parents. My dad was driving, my mom in the back with me and my brother in the passenger seat. It happened so quickly, I don't even know what happened. Some car hit the side my dad and mom were sitting on. They both died at the scene. My brother was brought to the hospital in critical condition. I had only sustained minor head injuries." Her hand moved roughly across the paper, creating dark strokes. "My brother died two days later as well. I was told the story later. While we were arguing, my dad had gotten distracted, and didn't notice the red light. A car came from the side as well. That driver was brought into the hospital, and died that night." Her hands were shaking a little. "Within three days," she looked up from her paper, her eyes glassy as she stared at the park. "I killed four people. Four lives, lost because of my argument. I can't even remember what we were arguing about." 

Daesung stared at her. "How did you pull yourself out of it?" He asked, before he could stop himself.

Abby smiled sadly. "I didn't. My friends did. Some left me, but others, like Seungri, stayed and pulled me out of the hell hole I was living in. I spent 6 months moping around, trying to find out what to do with my life next." She traded her pencil for another one. "Seungri forced me to an art gallery, and I fell in love there. The paintings were amazing, so I got my own art stuff and here I am. More or less out of the hole. I still think about it, I just don't dwell on it." She got up, ripping her sketch out of her book. "Sorry tell Seungri that I had to leave early. I have some things to do." She handed her sketch to Daesung. "Take this, let your friends pull you out of your hole soon. Find what you love best, do it, and smile." She said as she grabbed her stuff and walked off.

Daesung looked at the sketch. It was a picture of him, without a smile on his face, looking down. There was a small message on the back.

Nice talking to you. Next time I see you, I want to be able to draw a smile on your face. ;)

~Abby

Daesung smiled softly.