Kpop One Shots

All My Fault (JB Got7)

***Triple update today! Go back two if you haven't read the others! Enjoy! ;)***

"Jagi? Jagi I'm hommeee!" Jaebum yelled happily. When there was no answer, he began to get worried. "Jagi? Jagi where are you?" 

Suddenly Emily emerged from the bathroom, wearing a big hoodie and leggings. "Hey oppa." 

"Are you okay?" Jaebum asked immediately. 

"Yeah why?" She answered, but she couldn't meet his eyes. 

"Look at me and say that again jagi." Jaebum said. 

Slowly she raised her eyes. "Yes I'm completely fine. Why?" She repeated. 

"Good. Nothing, you didn't answer me and something seemed a little off." Jaebum said. "Excuse me I need to use the washroom." He tried to get past him. 

"Wait oppa. I didn't clean up my mess." She scratched her head nervously. "My period just started and I made a mess. Let me go clean it up quickly."

"Let me help you." Jaebum offered. 

"No it's fine. It'll only take me a minute." She answered. 

"No I'll help you." He insisted. 

"Oppa it's fine." She said firmly. 

"What are you hiding Emily?" He raised his voice a little. 

"Nothing." She looked down. 

"No. Something's off. Just let me in the washroom." He tried to get past her. 

"Oppa. No wait- ahhh!" She yelled in pain as Jaebum grabbed her arm. 

"Jagi what's wrong?" Jaebum asked immediately. 

"Let go of my arm please." She whispered, wincing. He let go. 

"What's wrong?" He asked concerned as she cradled her arm. "Let me see." He reached for her arm. 

"No it's fine!" She yelled as she pulled her arm away. "I mean. Thanks but I'll be fine. Now just let me go clean the washroom." She said as she turned away. Right as she turned, Jaebum pulled her sleeve up. He gasped as he saw the once white bandages that were now spotted red with blood. 

"Emily! What is this?" He asked shocked. He burst into the bathroom, and saw blood on the floor and a razor on the counter. "Why?" He came back out. 

Emily sighed in defeat. "Let me tell you." She walked into the living room. They sat down on the couch, facing each other but Emily didn't look at Jaebum. "So... it started about a week ago..." 

"A week? And I didn't notice? I'm such a failure of a boyfriend..." Jaebum scolded himself. 

"No oppa. You aren't. You're the best. It's just that what happened a week ago, I wasn't ready to relive, so I didn't tell you or anybody else." Emily sighed. "And I took it out on myself." She looked at her wrist. 

"What happened?" Jaebum asked. 

"I found out I was pregnant." She whispered. 

"Jagi! That's amazing! Why didn't you tell me?" Jaebum said happily. Then he noticed that Emily wasn't celebrating. "What's wrong? We've always wanted children." 

"I lost it." She whispered. "I was stupid... and I lost it..." She sobbed. "It was only one month old... and I killed it. I killed my child." She began to sob even harder. "So I began to take it out on myself. I cut."

"Why... why didn't you tell me?" Jaebum asked, tears in his eyes. 

"I couldn't. And you would come home looking really tired already, I didn't want to be another burden...  looks like it happened anyways." She sighed. 

"Jagi..." Jaebum whispered as he took her in his arms. "Don't cry please. We can make another one. I'll help promise." Emily managed to crack a smile. "When did you find out that you were pregnant?"

"When I lost it..." She muttered. Jaebum hugged her tighter. 

"It'll be fine. I'm right here." He cooed softly rubbing her back. Emily sobbed harder. 

"It was all my fault." She cried. After a few minutes of sobbing, Emily managed to calm down. 

Jaebum pulled away, looking into her eyes. "Jagi. Promise me you'll never cut again. Please?" He pouted, sticking up his pinky making Emily giggle. 

"I promise." She locked her pinky with his. 

"Now shall we go make more children?" Jaebum gestured to the bedroom, making Emily slap him. "Ow..." He said rubbing his arm. "I was just joking..."