Well it's official. Remember those rumors about Stephen having STDs? Well it wasn't him. It's Cameron. Officially today Cameron has Chlamidiya (am I spelling it right?). Cameron was crying in the halls because he got tested and it happened. Honestly I saw this shit coming from a mile away, everyone's been lying to each other telling them their clean and not using condoms. I've been predicting this since September.
The thing is when? Tamara and I were trying to figure it out. He either got it from Sophie, Melanie or an unknown. We found out from Hannah and Lance that it was from some random girl. Now we need to know at which time was it before or after he fucked Melanie? If it was before that means Melanie has it (I witnessed them fucking on the floor at the party. Would it be weird visibly seeing someone get an STD?) and that means Stephen, Julian and shit ton of other people in the spit chain do to. If it was after that means no one else has it. Hopefully it was after.
Melanie looked really distressed today. I was eating with some friends at a place by our school and she ran into the bathroom with this sour look. George (one of her best friends) came in and asked me if I saw Melanie or Hannah. They went in after her.
Will this put an end to the spit chain? I don't know.
Anyway, I'm trying the groupie thing again. This time with this other band. I saw them open up for my favorite band a few weeks ago. The guy I saw outside the train. He has a lot, lot less fans and is doing a show in Sunday in my borough. I thought maybe he looked at me before too. I'm going to stand in the front and laugh and smile and sway and be really sexy and hopefully after he'll invite me backstage. Maybe he'll take my virginity and i'll tell him to call me when he's in New York and maybe he will and maybe he'll write songs about me. Maybe he won't and it's just my over active imagination again. But some things happen, not everything is impossible. I doubt he'll fall in love with me but maybe he's my ticket into the rock n' roll world and the groupie lifestyle. Maybe he'll help me in the scene and maybe I can meet Jack though all this.
Later.
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My First Journal
Non-FictionALL THINGS THAT HAPPENED ARE REAL. THIS IS NOT FICTION. A diary documenting my final year of high school. Recently life has become this very strange television like reality for me. I went from invisible to involved. This is an entirely true account...
