Today was pretty crazy. In the morning I basically failed a fucking math test and then Lance, Tamara and I took the train. Lance hugged me again which was this weird side hug but were becoming friends and I think i'll start sitting with him at school.
I got a new picture on Tinder and i started getting a lot of matches. I started talking to this really cool guy named Patrick but he doesn't live in the city. He was really funny.
Tamara hooked me up with her sort of ex boyfriend, Lucius. She texted a picture and he said I was super cute and told her he wanted to be friends with benefits with me. I liked that idea. Truthfully relationships seem stressful and don't interest me. Holding hands and texting and birthday gifts and all that no fucking thanks. I'd rather chill and kiss and not talk for days and repeat. We started texting a lot tonight and snap chatting and Facebook and Tamara started to regret it deeply. She said she wish she hadn't done that. She made me pinky promise I wouldn't fuck Lucius and I did. I don't want to loose my virginity to him I want to loose my virginity to Julian oddly enough.
Anyway I'm hanging out with Lucius tomorrow and we've already agreed to hook up so I'm excited for that! Texting fell a little flat because I'm a bad texted but i'd rather just see him in person and talk. I don't have much luck with guys so hopefully things will be okay.
Then Tamara and I went to Fed Ex. We were suppose to go to this rage party but once again she backed out which annoys me a lot! I just want to go to another party I haven't been to one since fucking last month.
We started doing around with the fed ex employees in the middle of the night which was pretty surreal and we were all laughing and talking. The girl's boyfriend came in and he had just got a tattoo of her name on his neck like an hour ago. She said she was getting one on her rib cage. Tamara asked is he loved her and he said of course and didn't matter how long they'd been together because he knew he loved her.
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SachbücherALL THINGS THAT HAPPENED ARE REAL. THIS IS NOT FICTION. A diary documenting my final year of high school. Recently life has become this very strange television like reality for me. I went from invisible to involved. This is an entirely true account...
