Well, I'm sorry I haven't written in a while but not much has happened anyway.
Basically Julian came back to Spanish class, he doesn't acknowledge me. The crush is dead but I still feel a little something. He's an asshole though, so why do I care?
My friendship with Peter has strengthened. He took a photo of me for the V Files magazine and we talk all the time, we have inside jokes and everything. He's the best.
Arnold claims he's not fucking Hannah but Hannah says they do. She also had some used condoms in her bag? Who's lying and who's telling the truth. I do think that Hannah and Arnold are fucking. Just the condoms and I know that Arnold would lie so that Sophie (what do I call her again?) wouldn't get mad and they'd still have a chance.
Lance and I are still really close. We smoke all the time and text and talk and it's so nice. Were going to Miami together with some of his friends and his dealer and I'd like to hook up with his dealer, he's pretty hot. Basically were just going to clubs and going to the beach for like a few days and i'm so excited. Were doing this plus Gov Ball and prom and everything! He's just the best! There is a problem however and it's none other then Tamara.
Tamara has also been angry and jealous of Lance and I. She gets mad when we hang out together, she gets mad when she finds out were texting or doing anything at all and it sucks. She gets so clingy with him. Like every time she finds out Lance and I smoke she goes out and smokes with him. Every time without fail and it's always her doing the inviting. Like Lance told me one time she said she was already at his door. Basically Lance told me that they smoked on Thursday and she told him she had a crush on him for three years and still does! What the hell! I always knew it! She's lied about him being her boyfriend, her jealousy, when she calls his "babe" it's so obvious! She lied to me that he wasn't going to prom with me! What a fucking bitch! I hate her! She didn't come to school today.
Also Tamara started hooking up with Byron again. Byron is just a horny idiot because he knows everything Tamara has done and he just wants to get his dick wet. Like he told me he thinks her cousin hot, her friends are hot. He just knows she's available and he's thirsty. I haven't talked to him about that yet.
Fuck the world, but i'm happy. Bye.
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My First Journal
Non-FictionALL THINGS THAT HAPPENED ARE REAL. THIS IS NOT FICTION. A diary documenting my final year of high school. Recently life has become this very strange television like reality for me. I went from invisible to involved. This is an entirely true account...
