I saw Star Wars last night, and I want to fuck Kylo Ren. He's so hot, jesus. I love that tortured bad boy shit, I eat it up. I just want to fuck Kylo Ren. The movie was awesome, I loved it. I used to be obsessed with Star Wars as a kid. I watched every single one. This one refreshed me on how much I loved it. Also god damn, Anakin, Luke and Kylo are all hot as fuck. Hottest characters in Star Wars. Holy shit.
I invited a Tinder date over while my parents were out and said he could come by. I got dressed up, looked amazing hot. And I waited downstairs for fucking ever. We talked and he was trying to hint about what we were going to do and he didn't understand I wanted to hook up until I had to flat out say it. He was eating with friends and I was like come between 11:30 and 12:30 and he wasn't there so I told him to leave. I got nervous during the waning. Like i felt so anxious about the whole thing but I haven't kissed or been touched by anyone since fucking Election Day! I need some like goddamn. I have sexual frustration, there I said it. But I also want commitment so basically life sucks. Things are looking up for 2016. I know it.
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Non-FictionALL THINGS THAT HAPPENED ARE REAL. THIS IS NOT FICTION. A diary documenting my final year of high school. Recently life has become this very strange television like reality for me. I went from invisible to involved. This is an entirely true account...
